I want everyone to lead a good life, a happy one

I want everyone to lead a happy life… A happy one. With love ones like friends around… Even if we are not friends anymore, i still want u to lead a happy life……

I have got so much to say

i have got so much to say after talking to my friends in gippy. I feel scared initially knowing that she is in the south and is a ra… i feel that my life will be restricted…

But hey, i have been thinking abt this for the past 2 hours. Well… i think on her side, she will feel scared too… Like how to face ppl and will she be able to cope with the stress…etc etc… she has got more things to worry abt. I just hope that people will be sympathetic towards her and be more forgiving for her wrong…

yes, i have let go. i have let go of all the grudes. We are human beings after all, we make mistake. For that, i forgive her. I really hope that this year everyone will be happy, will be good friends, we will play together, we will study hard together and we will all be happy. No more dramas. Wouldnt life be simple if when someone make a mistake, she apologise and we just forgive her? And then we just forgive and forget.

it should all be good for us this year. Even when i go to the temple, i pray for gippy. I want it to be a place for all our good memories. 10 years later when i visit gippy again, i want to recall good memories that we all shared.

As for him, i also hope that we will cherish our friendship better, be good friends and create good memories.

hmm… apart from friendship, i guess we all need to really study hard and do well for this important year. If i can acheive both of these, i will be very contented. I will work towards both my goals.

Let mi make the difference. Let mi make our living more beautiful and worthwhile. With that, i finally can be sure that i am ready to go back.

hmm… watching witch yuhee now

it is still so good after watching it for 2nd time… i like that song… even though its a sad song. “….if u are willing to stay with me, our love will be as beautiful as deam….” lol

hmm… must ask sm to help me download that song when i go back gippy. this drama did bring back lotsa memories.. like, how do i feel when i was watching this drama… lol

Whatever lah~~ its a sunday afternoon! Cheers people, stay happy!

Yes! i have new blog

I just set up a new blog cos i want to have secrets! It time for me to have secrets. I no longer want to be naked infront of all. ha!

Anyway, if u wanna know more abt mi, i will give u a hint of my new blog address lah. Its all in numbers, ya secret code. the secret code is in this order: my favourite character follow by my favourite number.livejournal.com.

ha! Let mi know if u managed to find my blog lah.
Going to study. Today i am happy cos i received a few,hmm in fact 2 msgs from my friends wishing mi good luck for my exam. Happi! Cos they remember! ha!

I am sooooo tired.

I am soooo… tired. Hey, do u like to dream while sleeping? Actually, i like dreams. But not nightmares. i had a few dreams just now. Some complicated dreams. i cant remember what dreams i had but the feeling was quite good as if u are watching a drama.

i could sleep more cos has got another paper tomorrow. My paper today was ok except that i wasnt in my best condition. Feel soooo super tired! I just hope that i can pass this unit. ya. just hope to pass. praying hard…. just let me pass. Anyway, cant think about this right now. i need to start on my next paper. heading to the library soon though i still feel so tired. only slept for 1.5 hrs… last night the aircon was so hot and i couldnt sleep at all. I think insomia is back… Lets hope evrything turns out well lah… I am still tired now… forcing myself to wake up is awful….:(

Hanging on cos i know i just need to work hard for another day and i can play hard and sleep hard after that.

My sister playing facebook application…:( I also want to play….

My sister playing facebook application…:( I also want to play….

She is telling mi abt the pet society…. Everyone is playing according to her. So fun.. having ur own pet, can buy clothes for him, can visit ur friend’s pet…. so fun…
Can also tell ur pet jokes too…. so fun….. i finished my revision already… later doing second round revision before mi…. i dun like morning paper… Aiyo… why am i so grumpy now huh….. so depressing…. Anyway, feel ok now…. like, not too happy, not too upset, not too angry, everything just inbetween lah. hmm… 2 more days!

Tell u all something happy!:D

Li fat pay said she is going to buy mi doraemon, XXL size one! haha…. actually no lah,i request for it, cos she didnt buy mi birthday pressie for 2008…. heehee…. *shy…. btw, Li fat pay is none other than my sister, the younger one who always get bullied by mi! cos i always like to disturb her…..

Ok lah~~ i shall wait for 2 more days. Erm! going to do my second time revision!

Gonna go study right now

As usual, procratinating. yes! probably go do some studying and then straight to bed. ya… even now b4 i start, i already feel tired. hmm… i feel a bit angry now… i dun noe why… well… perhaps i think i know why but just not going to say. Not going online tonight cos i think i will end up throwing my tantrum….

Anyway, i think it will be better if you guys can _ _ _ _   o__-______. Cos i think it will be better for us all. I really had enough! As i said sometimes it still haunt mi….Hearing that u guys might _ _ _ _    o_-_ _ _ _ _ _ is not pleasant at all… in fact, i am upset hearing that. YES! u hear mi clearly, its not pleasant at all.

Anyway, i shall stop here. Gonna go study. I think i gonna find somewhere else to blog. So that i can not leave any blank and able to vomit all the feelings in mi. Argh! I am going to do a cooling facial mask to cool myself down!

I want u to lead a good life…

wah! so hungry!

ok! i finished studying. All i need to do is to memorise. just had dinner. so full! i can wait for that paper to be over.,.. tonight, should be able to sleep early cos i didnt sleep well last night. Thoughts went wild last night…. ya… once in awhile i will be haunt by the same nightmare… Not really nightmare but the past….

Suppose to be in library now but i am not.

ok! My plan for today. Going to take a shower after this post then straight away i will head to the thai restaurant to have my brunch. After that straight to library. Dun think i will bring my laptop with mi!

I think i am ready for exams. Yes, i am! its only a first year unit! Tomorrow exams is at 830am. Aiyo…. may have traffic jam… Anyway, i think i am almost ready, have been study so why afraid. My papa always tell mi: ” dun be afraid to fail. Its ok to fail”

I have no fear now! why bother abt it? it doesnt help mi in any ways. Let it go and focus!

I read this from a book.

A riddle:
The dried leaves made crackling sounds under Inspector Wright’s feet as he walked around the yard outside the Mumberson mansion. Finally he came to an open door. Serveral police offices were standing there, talking to a young man who held an ice bag to his head
“Inspector, I’m Mark McLain,” the young man said. “I was hired to guard the mansion while the family was away.”
“Tell me what happened.” said Wright.
“I stepped out into the yard for a moment. The burglar must have crept up on me and took all the valuables in the house,” said McLain.
“Arrest him, men! He’s lying!”
Why did inspector Wright suspect McLain’s story?

Answer:
There were dried leaves all around the yard. No one could “crept up” on McLain without stepping on them and making noise.

Have a lovely day!

Its ok today i cant… tomorrow

Today i really cant…. cant study anymore though i didnt study much… If only i am in aus, seeing ppl study will motivate mi… everytime when it comes to exams i always feel scared but when i know that my housemates also has got exmas and they are studying, it makes mi feel much much better knowing that i am not alone… i may look brave but ya… i am not… I am a cry baby….

i am scared now…. i can imagine myself failing this unit. but i know i can and rigth now, i still can make the difference. i acknowledge that. i can, i can and i can! My 2 friends are very supportive, if its not for myself, i will study hard for them! Erm! Greenie, today u cant study, never mind, u still have got 2mr! u can do it!

ps said if she is not working, she will study with mi the whole day…. i am touched by her words. For that, u should know thats why we are bff! she is the only friend who knows mi inside out, always being there no matter how busy she is. She is the oen who reads my body language very well… ya… sometimes when i say no, she will know i meant yes. She is the best! another person which i am appreciative of is big cow. He is the nicest person that i have seen. He has got a very kind heart always put other b4 himself. He is also someone whom i disturb and irritate and yet always so good tempered to entertain mi…

Thanks ps, thanks big cow! I heart both of u!

Tired tired so tired~~

I think i am still not very prepared for 2 days later…. Not motivated to strive for excel…. I WANT TO PLAY! I WANT TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN! I want to spend time with people……. I am tired~~~ Praying for an angel…….

Plans for today

Yesterday eat alot. Today have to eat as little as possible. Going to take shower then head off to the library. 3 more days! haha… not going to say 3 more days to what, ask mi lah~~

Had porridge earlier on. Hmm… actually dun wanna go library today, but i think i will go lah, can focus better. Hmm… should i bring my laptop? Hmm… Should i?

Aiyo… i need peace in the morning…. My gugu is quite talkative…. sorry… but i just dun feel like talking in this early afternoon.

Havent check my horoscope today. hmm… after my exams i going for the new bungee swing, gmax!

I read a riddle yesterday, it is so cool!

Here it goes:
Once upon a time, a traveler was walking through a country called Granfer. This was an odd country, because everyone who lived there either always told the truth or always told a lie.
The traveler walked along and met a person named Mr. Jones. The traveler asked Mr. Jones: ” Are you a liar or a truth-teller?”
Mr Jones mumboed his answer so quietly that the traveler couldnt hear it. So the traveler had to ask Mr. Smith, who was standing nearby.”What did Mr. Jones say?”
Mr. Smith replied, “Mr. Jones said that he was a liar.”

Using these facts, can the traveler tell if Mr. Smith is a liar or a truth-teller?

Answer:
Mr. Smith is a liar.
If Mr. Jones had been a truth-teller, he would have said so. If Mr. Jones had been a liar, he would lied and said he was a truth-teller.  Either way, Mr Jones would have said he was a truth-teller. Mr Smith lied when he said that Mr.Jones said he was a liar.

Isnt this Q cool! haha…

ok lah, going to take a shower. Next time if i have riddle or jokes that are interesting, i will blog lah~~ haha… stay tune!

A happy day~~

Today, didnt study cos gugu came to singapore for mi, yesterday i was in the library whole day so today i kept her company. She taught mi how to make ondeh ondeh!
Anyway, just came back from dinner. Went out for dinner with my parents, fat pay and gugu. The dinner was good, its at orchidville. A very nice restaurant. There is a small orchid plantation there. I enjoyed dinner today. The food was very good. I am a bit tipsy now… cos i have a jug of beer by myself. haha.. my parents had red wine…. i dun drink red wine so i have beer lor. Next time when my aus friend come to singapore, i will treat them to orchidville.

I know i am a bit tipsy now cos i feel happy and a bit headache… haha… the feeling is quite good cos i feel contented and comfortable. Happy!

2mr have to really study! now, i want to play psp… ahha… in love with the drum game….

hmmm… aiyo…. so many koreans in my block. Korean has got their unique and typical look. Even before they speak, i can see they are koreans. I am loving my family and friends here…. cant bear to go back actually.  

Anyway, dun noe what to crap already…. lol! hmmm big cow, sorry, not that i dun like u reading my blog, just that i feel uneasy cos like i think its a waste of time reading my blog… ya… sorry~~

How to know if i am angry~~

If i am angry on the spot with what u say or do, i will just ignore u even if u ask mi a Q or if not, i will answer ur Q but not look at u. Aiyah, u will feel it if i am angry with u…. haha… if u are obsevant enough, it will be written on my face lah.

If i am angry, the best thing to make mi not so angry is either to apologise or just leave mi alone and after a day or 2, i will not be angry with u anymore if u are my good friend lah. Then i will tell u why i am angry with u after a few days, giving u a chance to explain and apologise. i am that kind that bear grudge against ppl if there is no apology or explaination. If u are an acquaintance, i probably wont want to see u again- for which i might even avoid.

Whatever it is, i will prefer people to ask what happened if u can feel i am angry.. ha!

ondeh ondeh~~

haha… made ondeh ondeh today…. not very tasty but overall, ok lah~~~ The atmosphere is full of joy today. hmm… my nail art is falling off and my nails are growing. think will have to go for second nail art soon lah.

Anyway, counting down for exams. after exams i will have time to go around singpore. haha… wanna eat nonya food, wanna go for the new g max and wanna meet up friends that i havent seen for long. Probably have a bbq? hmm… but if have a bbq, cannot invite muslim friends? Aiyo… after exams have to start packingmy luggage? aahaaha… cos i bought quite fair bit of things. not so much on clothes but things… games. haha… aiyo… i feel so tired now… dun noe why…. hmm… lets see, after exams i will also go to the gym lah. and what else to do… hmm…oh ya! after exams have to settle my school fee and accommodation stuff.

I am impatient!

haha… i am impatient! i wanted to give a friend a surprise as i made him an e-card and sent to him 2 days ago. But he didnt check…. I was jumping up and down dying to want him to check yet i want it to be a surprise!!!

Argh! ~!@#$%^&*
haha… i couldnt held it any longer and i wrote on my msn display nick to ask him to check his email. in case u are thinking that i am in love, nope, i am not. That person is just a very good friend… and he did told mi that next year we wont be classmate nor housemate anymore and that i have got new friend. But i just want him to know that he will always be my friend! Thats why i send him the card to assure him.

i do know my impatient is not cute at all… in fact it can be a turn off isnt it? being too frank and honest. i do not that gals shouldnt be like that but i just cant pretend! haha… i am not cool at all! I know!!! i just cant keep my secret! but i can keep others secret ok! ahaha…

I bought a hp today. its green! haha… ya… i saw it and just buying it without a second thought. cos i am so in love with the colour. so pretty, so elegant! i am impulsive but i have regret the decisions that i made. like what i told my friends b4, even given a second chance, i will still do the wrong. Cos if i were to make a decision, i will think its right at the moment cos i am the one who make the decision… aiyo… i dun noe how to put it in words… but u know lah~~~ lol!

so full!

haha… everytime when i am stressed, thai food at woodlands civils centre makes mi happy. As from my previous post, i was complaining…. complaining that i am stress and worried abt my exams. now i feel happy and no longer stress… haha… i had an olive fried rice, one tomyam soup and a lemon grass drink…. so yummy! My friend thinks that i am crazy cos i went to the restaurant alone. Looks like a loner… haha… issit? i dun think so leh… i enjoyed the early dinner very much! This is my fourth time visiting that restaurant already. The food there is really good! Really thai food. I am so in love with the lemon grass drink…. ahaha….

I feel happier now. Hopefully the energy level will be there till 9pm. yes, 9pm. I am going all out to pass the exams! Wah! now a bit too full cos i think the amount of food is for 2 person… lol! dun care lah~~ Well… at least i am happy!

Next time if i have friends from aus coming to singapore, i will sure bring them there! ha! very happy now! woohoo~~~

ok lah,let u guys know something abt mi. Actually of all the countries food, i dun really like japanese food. Cos its too simple? I like spicy food. but not too spicy… haha… last night my maid made chicken salad and she added chilli padi… i almost died!!!! ahaha… not that my stomach cannot take it but my mouth!!! I have hotdog lips after that. haha… and the hotness remain in my mouth for a full good hour! I was jumping up and down, even tearing!!!! lol! Kept eating ice….

Last time i dun really like tom yam soup cos i just thik that it tasted weird. But now, i am kind of in love with it! ahhah… when i go back to gippy, i will try to cook again. That time when icooked for big cow they all, it turned out to be too salty… hmm… the next time when i cook it, it will sure taste good lah… haha…

hmm… thinkig of my friend now, wondering how is him… havent seen him online for so super long. Wondering if he is doing well, pink in health?

Number 2, i am doing good and happy now. How are u neh?

Stressss… i dun noe what i do not know and what i need to know….

I am doing past year paper. only 1 paper was given…. headache…. the more i do the more i feel i will never be ready… a bit lost. Management….. it seems so easy to understand yet so much to memorise… Theory from fayol, theory from mintzeburg, theory from taylor… so many theories and i will have to know the theory when the Q mentioned abt the person… I am not good with names and even if i remember a theory, i just cant remember the name of the person who came out with the theory….

Management is driving my crazy. It is definitely not a good idea to do any business unit during summer unless classes are provided. To study on ur own not knowing what to expect is not easy. The lecture notes is just too brief. A total of 10 lecture notes, on an average each contain only 3 pages, some even 2…. really too brief… lotsa diagram and flow chart, it is just too summarized….

All i can do now is focus and try to read as much from the textbook. i am not giving up even i have lose interest cos i know i have to and i can pass this unit. If others have did it b4, why cant u? I can do it, i can do it and i will do it! Lets watch and see!

Just finished my peeling session, my day begins

Feel hungry! breakfast is the most important meal of the day! My 6th peeling session… hmm… the pore on my nose seems to improve.
Today think have to study alot alot! cos exams is in 3 days time! I must jiayou! Cant afford to fail these units…. I am watching a singing competition now. hmm… Guys in white pants and white shirt looks clean and decent. haha… ok lah, today have to go out earlier, to grab as much time as possible!

I CAN DO IT!

a lot.

5^th feb 3:58pm

I forgot to bring my hp out…. so cant connect to wireless…

Right now, I am in the library, trying to study. Earlier on, I went to paragon again trying to put myself on the waiting list…. There are 77 people on the waiting list, I just dun think that I will get a seat. But anyhow, I just give it a try lah… I am looking forward to going back now. Not to run away from anything, close friends should know I dun run away, I face problems. Just that I am worried about my units cos Lauren just didt reply my mail. Headache…. If only she reply my mail, I dun mind going back even if its on the 2^nd March…

I took  a bus to paragon. The journey was abt 30 mins. There was a guy which I assume to be a Korean sat beside me. I assume he is a Korean as being kpo, I was looking at what he was reading- his own notes for which its in English but with Korean character translated below each sentence. He is probably learning English. Anyway, he is cute looking so I took a second look at him. Haha… I even have the thought of asking him if he is a Korean. But of course I didn’t lah… that’s not my culture and he looked younger than mi. After sometime, he fell asleep holding on his notebook. His head was swinging from left to right. Kind of funny. I have to wake him up so that I can alight, not forgetting to give him a smile. Lol… Anyway, he is cute but that’s not my point. Seeing him so hardworking makes mi feel guilty. Last night revision class, I realized that there is a lot that I do not know. Have to buck up!

Anyway, the sia stuff was quite helpful. I think he is one of the customer manager? Cos he gave order to his colleagues. He was very helpful unlike the previous one that I met 2 days ago. Well, at least this guy offered a solution for me not like those gals whereby all they could say is that there is really no seat and nothing they can do about it. Actually, I am willing to pay extra to change my seat. There was still seat on Monday but I never thought of upgrade my seat and they didn’t offer that solution. Cos as I was told, there are actually different sub classes under the economy class and they have got different price range. And even before those gals offer mi any solution, they said I will need to pay aud. 62…..hmm… but I haven’t even get a change and they are charging mi? funny… And I told them that b4 I purchase the tixs, it was written there that I am allowed to change the date of my flight. Btw, I am not on a student flight so I am actually paying the full fare. So I dun see why do I need to pay… Today, I asked the manager and he said, no, I do not need to pay a single cent. Aiya, what I am trying to say is that the guy is indeed helpful and customer oriented…. Not like those gals who first thing tell mi that I need to pay even b4 they find mi a seat. That shouldn’t be the way. Its not the money problem u see, its that u should try to solve a customer problem first b4 u talk about collecting whatever fee. They should put themselves in the customer’s shoes. When me and friends talk abt flight, they mentioned abt SIA, I will always feel proud abt the fact that SIA is from Singapore. But I think they need to improve on their services- be more customer oriented just like the manager that I met today. Because of him, I will sure travel by SIA unless I wasn’t given a choice.

Anyway, my aunt is coming this evening. Hai…. I need to plan. She loves me a lot and I think she would want my company. But exams are around the corner and I have not much time. Probably study into the night and keep her company in the morning. We will see how lah.

I was chatting online with one of my schoolmate from monash, gippy. He said that his parents do not quarrel at all. How nice is that. Do ur parents quarrel? I thought all couples will quarrel but hey, there can be exception, looking at my friend’s parents case. I thought abt it. Maybe, if next time when u meet the person whom u think is the right person, both of u have to make sure that you guys dun always quarrel. Cos even in a relationship, u guys quarrel then can u imagine what will happen when it comes to marriage. Marriage is a life-time commitment……

I hate to see people quarrel. It just shows the ugly side of humans.

yesterday wasnt a good day for mi, hopefully today will be better.

As mentioned in the previous post, my parents quarrelled yeasterday, so we didnt go out for dinner. i went for class but pretty late. took a taxi down… i didnt want to be at home. There was a traffic jam at bke and i ended reaching at 8pm….ya… late for an hour.

Anyway, class was enjoyable which makes mi feel better. But when i came home, my parents were still talking in the living room. Well, at least they were talking, not shouting.

Dun wanna talk abt this anymore. Tell u ppl 2 riddles lah, let u all guess.

1. A young man won the semi-finals of an arm wrestling contest by beating his father. At the final match, the young man stepped into the arena. “I cant wrestle him,” his opponent cried. ” That’s my son!”
How can this be?

2. A man bought 12 pairs of red jogging socks and 12 pairs of blue ones. The problem is, the sun is not up when he gets up to jog, and there is no light in his room. He has to pull out his socks in the darkness.
How many socks must he pull out before he’s sure he has a matching set?
How many must he pull out to be sure he has a matching blue set?

Ask mi for the answer if u are unsure lah.

That is more like it

i dun noe…. my parents quarrelled…. ya…. i dun noe… headache…. i really dun like them quarreling.. really dun like…. i feel sad…. sad for them…. i asked my mum, mummy, if given a choice, will u still get married? she said maybe not… i feel sad… my friends’ parents also have this problem… i was wondering… maybe next time, i will just cohabit, i wont married.

I was listening to my parents quarrelling. they both said they changed for each other… issit necessary to change for each other? i thought if u love someone, u will love their flaws too, isnt it?

I dun wanna take side…. i feel sad… really feel like, feel like running away…. My elder sister is taking side, my mum’s side. i will not take side cos i pity my father… he has got no friend….

i dun noe…. I am a bit tipsy now… just wanna sleep, dun wanna think abt it. but i feel sad… sad for love… why issit so difficult for my parents?

My partner has to have friends; sociable

My dad and mum had an argument… well not really an arguement, just that papa is unhappy with mummy cos she didnt have lunch with papa. Every wednesday, my mum will have lunch with my dad. But today, a supplier came and invited my mum and my uncle for cny lunch. Mummy actually didnt wanna go but that person insisted…. No choice, my mum have to tell my dad that she cant have lunch with him. He was annoyed…

I was thinking, if only my papa has got friends…. At least, he can had lunch with his friends or perhaps go for a drink with his friends. Does that means that after u get married, ur friends will leave u? Can we have both friends and family? Maybe it will be good if my partner and i have got common friends. I used to imagine that mi and my bff, when we get married, 4 of us can still continue to be bff! Isnt it nice? Then when we quarrel with our partner, our friends will help in resolving it.

aiyo… i am still at home…

Procrastinating…. being lazy…. after blogging i will go change and go to the library lah. *sneeze! who misses mi huh? lol…

Went to the dentist earlier on. Healthy teeth! tink tink *shine*… ha!

hmm… wat should i blog huh… actually, i have no idea… as i said, procratinating…. Aunt is coming soon from msia…. She is the aunt who loves mi alot. Dun noe did i mentioned b4 or not. Hope she comes after i finish my exams.

Yay! jie gave mi topshop, doralty perkins and warehouse shopping voucher. ha! i can go shopping after my exams. I havent been doing much shopping cos i know i already have got lotsa stuff to bring back. Lotsa toys and games… Besides, i already have got lotsa clothes in aus….

ok lah, enough of procrastinating. Going to change then head to library!
Good day ppl!

Full! contented!

i had pepper lunch, salmon and teriyaki chicken for brunch. Today really must study. i am out of time. Then tonight still got dinner. Just finish a meal probably rest for awhile then shower then off to library.

Wndering hows titi and mimi. they should be in perth now. hmm… aiyo… i willo miss them for sure. will miss their scares and lameless. haha.. mimi and titi always scare mi! hide inside my room after i finish shower, hide in the cupboard etc etc. haha… I wasnt easy bullied by them, cos i scared them too… hiding outside the toilet, hide their slippers, set traps in my room. haha… so funny…

so tired… i feel like sleeping now… ahha… cannot! just finish eating, cannot sleep! ha!

Angry!

My sister drew my leg! ~!@#$%^&* And she talk alot alot! none stop! Cannot stop her mouth. She tries to speak like mainland chinese. trying to disturb mi! Then when i say i cannot sleep, she said she wants to sleep with mi! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! i dun want lor! And she is a molester! She always like to touch mi and my younger sister’s asses! ~!@#$%^&

Gross right?! She knows we dun like then she always like to disturb us! Draw my leg!!!! She drew a heart on my lap! I feel like punching her face! Steal-pit ah boon! 8o|

playing my sister’s psp

ha! aiyo… a bit addicted! I dun noe whats the name of that game but its a drum game lah. japanese game! so fun man! pick pork pick pork (The sound of my strong heart beat). haha…

anyway, big cow said he has been reading my blog! `~!@#$R%^& to stop him from reading, hehee… i am going to blog more often, more silly stuff. ha! Untill he finds my blog crappy and just gave up. Anyway, true enough, i can be crappy sometimes. Not every one knows how to appreciate my humor. haha… sometimes when i find something extremely funny, it may not appear to be like that.

Alamak, i have got bruise on my right knee. My very 1st bruise in yeaqr 2009. i fell down yesterday in my house… cos my maid was mopping the floor. i slipped and fell hard on my knee… my sister just cant stop laughing cos i slided a distance before landing. i was running in the air for a few split seconds. actually it wasnt that slippery but at that time, i just finished shower and think some of u will know, after i shower, i will apply cocoa oil on my legs. I guess the oil contributed to my hard fall. Anyway, i dun really care lah cos i am quite used to bruising… lol

2mr i have got class but not going. in case u are thinking i skip class becos i am being naughty, nope! i am skipping class cos my mum asked mi to. Cos during cny, we were in indonesia and didnt have  reunion dinner so mummy is making 2mr our reunion dinner since my sister is going to taiwan for a week, on a holiday with her friends. I always look forward to my psy classes lor. Sad, 2mr is our last class already…. wont be able to see teacher and classmates anymore… aiyo…. No choice lah, family will come first b4 studies.

bad gal!

Today didnt study at all…. lazy bum! I went to orchard, paragon to change my tix…. but aiyo…. cant…  cos they have got no seats on the 16 and 17 already…
No choice. hmm… but well, nvm lah, at least i get to celebrate my friend’s birthday and spend more time in my country. I went shopping today wanting to buy something. Cannot say what is that something cos its for a friend’s birthday present. Aiyo…. so hard to buy guy’s stuff especially for him. Cos he always think my taste very girly and sissy. Whatever i buy he always say its gay… I saw a couple of them today, went to a few shops but they are either too dull or too gay….. aiyo… headache…

Anyway, apart from shopping for him, i did some shopping myself today. bought clothes… hehehe… i love posing in the fitting room! haha… Spent quite a fair bit today… hmm… i guess the next time doing shopping will be after my exams lah. Returned my management book today and ya… cant renew cos the librarian said someone may need that book. So, i can only borrow it after friday… aiyo… today never study! Lazy gal! ~!@#$%^&*(

Checking my email

I seldom check my personal mail, i mean i do check but most of the time i will only read the title of the post. I am checking and reading my mails now. A few hundreds of mails not checked.

I was amaze to how mails can be so interesting. A couple of them make mi laugh. And some are interesting, informing mi that they are things in the world that u are taking it for granted that u forgot its existence.

Anyway, gonna spend another 7 mins checking mail then go shower and prepare to go paragon lah~~ Hopefully i will be able to get an earlier tix…. Well, good and bad lah, if i manage to get an earlier tix, that will mean that i wont be able to spend much time in sgp after my exams. But by going back early, it gives mi a peace of mind with regards to my units and i can take my time to settle down and do some shopping. ha! It also gives mi time to practice my cake baking competition! ha! I will win ok!

Anyway, i am so in love with doreamon! Everytime when i look at doraemon, no matter how unhappy i am, i will smile. Doraemon!

The breeze….

I love sitting on the couch, near to the balcony and feel the morning breeze. A sunny yet cooling day. My sis baked a cheese cake yesterday. its yummy! i am having a slice now. My sis is a better baker than i do.

Let mi plan for today. hmm… dun feel like going out today cos i am having my thing and i can feel the cramp…. ~!@#$%^&* But think i need to go paragon to check if they will be able to get mi an earlier ticket. Then, after that i probably head to tmc to return the overdues book. Aiyo, i cant go to the temple cos ya… having that thing. probably continue to study there till the evening. yup, that abt it.

Finally!

aiyo…. actually going back on the 25th but because of my units, i need to go back earlier :(….. i only managed to push forward a day cos no seats!

Finally had my period! I have been waiting and wasnt sure of the date cos was quite busy last month. Its usually very puntual. Anyway, thank god, cos i am going for a full body check up probably next week. Going to the dentist on wed. Hmm… so i will just be left with exams, somethings to buy for people and meeting some friends b4 i go back. Think thats all. Oh ya! and need a hair cut and probably change my nail art b4 i go back. lol!

Ouch! Damn! i have got cramps now…. Pain….. Ouch!

May go back earlier.

I may go back earlier cos not sure if i can take 5 units. Aiyo.. this Lauren huh, always dun reply to email. She makes mi worry.

hmm… 19th is my friend’s birthday. Go back on the 20th? Will it be too late? I dun noe lah~~~ I want to stay longer… I think i need to go back before 19….

Math, i love u!

I have got my unit guide for mth 2111 since its a DE unit. I have a look at the content and assignments. Wow! So interesting! I feel like doing it now! Finishing all my assignment. one of the Q asked: why issit that the multiple of 2 prime numbers gives u an odd number? Why is this always true? Explain ur answer.

Isnt it cool? I have never thought abt that b4. There are so much to math. I want to learn, i want to learn them all. I will to solve all the Qs one by one! I want to conquer math! I just love it!

Just finished a movie

I just came back from a movie- brides war. I went with my bff, ps. What a lovely story. Its abt 2 best friends. Hmm… isnt it nice to have ur bff as ur bridemaid? Anyway, i was quite shy when after finish watching the movie. I think she feels shy too. Though we are best friend, we dun always use those words (best friends).  But we both knows that we will be friends for life. And she will be my bridemaid for sure! and i will be hers for sure! (=

I saw the big big doraemon again at mini toons. Should i buy? Should i buy? should i buy? I like it but its abit pricy…. hmm… still thinking abt it. dun noe if it can fit my luggage or not.

Watching Mr Hong Kong

these guys looks good. ha! nice body! But aiyo… somehow having a build make them look less smart… a bit clumsy. Most of them also not good in answering Qs. haha… so funny!

But i love looking at their body! Nice chest, broad shoulders. What i can is that, its hard to find someone who is smart and have a good build. ha!

I spoke to my mum

My mum and dad always have problem in communication. They quarrel quite frequently. I can understand both of them perfectly. And what i can say is tat, u should have known each other better when u guys were young. I always try to seek for solution everytime when i faced a problem.

I did suggest to my mum to see a counsellor and my mum and dad did. But my dad is kind of unwilling and therefore whatever the counsellor said he didnt listen. My dad has a very short temper. Its hard for a man at his age to change. And my mum having the fixed mindset for my dad, can be quite impatient with my dad. aiyo… I need to think. Think abt what? there is something about them that i need to think.

tired but fruitful

I went to old folk home with budidi and budidi’s buddy. The buddies. lol! Tired… But fruitful. Sing alot to day… quite funny cos even sing untill out of tune. But really have got lotsa fun and laughter.

After that, we went for our belly dancing class. Today, we learnt new moves… wah! not easy, my ass feels a little numb now. But, i am enjoying it. so fun!

Wow! i just saw in the news. plump people who drink twice per week tends to have longer life. heehee… i just need to lose some weight and i will lead a long life. yay! lol! I want to live longer than all of u cos i think i can take the pain.

Oh, today is Saturday!

I kept thinking that today is friday. hmm… going to old folk home later and then for belly dancing. Think can only return the books on monday and visit the temple on my way there.

I have been sleeping quite well these days. I like to wake up early (before 11am). The air is good and the house is quiet. I am able to have a blank mind and just enjoy the morning breeze and then blog for awhile, have a shower and out i go.

I happened to see my sec sch junior yesterday when i went for my peeling session. Singapore is so small, u get to see people everywhere. And ur friends’ friends are ur friends… lol.

What is the first thing that u will do if u become the president of Indonesia? I thought abt it when i was in indo. I think i will provide education to all children, hire teachers from other countries to teach these children. The tour guide told us that in school sometimes the teacher just come 3 times per week and the rest of the time children are left to play themselves. Also, it is perfectly fine for someone to drive without a license as long as u are rich. People there tend to look out for chinese as most chinese businessman in medan are  rich.

After providing education for all the kids, i will then look into corruption problem. I will increase the wages of policeman and reinforce some law by being strict if corruption is seen. After solving the corruption problem, next i will go into traffic problem. But before that, i think i will probably first build a casino and encourage more foreign investors. Have more $$ i will then work on the traffic problem. After traffic problem solved, i will look into attracting tourist. Tourism seems the be the main source of income to people there. And there is alot of nature reserve which is worth having a look in indonesia. I will pump in money and ensure that the tourism industry for indo will expand.

haha… Well, if only i am the president.

Habibi Habibi Habibi ya nour ela ain aah

Just finished practising my dance. Loving bellydancing. MAybe i should continue when i go back to gippy. I have already check that out, they have got lesson in gippsland. Hmm… perhaps i shall put this thought aside first cos i may be taking 5 units.

Anyway, alyo, my room is too small, but i am too shy to practice in the living room lah~~ hhaha… i love the sound made by the waist scarf….

Aiyo… loving belly dancing! So sexy! I feel like a young woman! ha!

Just finshed chatting with my friends from gippy

Feels good to chat with them. Knowing that they will still be on-campus makes mi happy but at the same time, i am a little disapppointed cos we are all in different houses. We used to be housemates and i have really really enjoyed staying with them.

We do assignment together, we stayed up till the morning, we drink together, we watched movies together, we joke, we tease, we play, we study. Hmm… I missed those days very much.

May this semester be a fruitful one for all of us. Tomorrow think i will be going to the temple since need to return the overdue book at tmc. Will pray for that, hope my parents will continue to love each other, take care of each other forever, pray for my younger sis, may she will do well in her course, pray for my elder sister, may she be able to find someone who loves her soon and last but not least my bffs, wish them wealth and happiness.

I always dun remember what to pray for everytime when i am in the temple. Hmm… good that i give it a thought now.

ok lah.

indonesia, medan and lake toba.

my trip was ok. on the first day, we visited a chinese temple. in the afternoon. And went for dinner. Nothing much on the first day. We had nasi padang (mixed vegetable rice) for dinner. The food was ok. well cos i like spicy food.

Our second day, we went to lake toba. The journey was quite long, 4 hours. We went to a tribe called mada trip. Most people there are christian. hmm… i didnt know there are christian malays. Their life is very simple. Its quite dirty there and traffic wasnt very smooth as there is only one way street there. So if 2 buses in different direction happened to meet, one has to reverse to let the other past first. There is no law there. Bribery is the main income for policemen. And in the tribe, if someone knock down anyone on the road, according to the tour guide, they will beat up the driver. People there are very united. We also went to another village of mada tribe where people there have a different surname. The ratio of males to females in medan is 1:3. ya, more women.

Anyway, there is really no entertainment in the tribe. We went there for the screnary. Lake tobe was beautiful. Oh ya, we travelled by boat to the other village. ya.. the hotel at lake tobe wasnt very good. First of all there wasnt hot water. The temperature there was abt 15 degress Celcius. And at night its cooler. I showered in cold water. The hotel is supposed to be 3 stars rated but if its in songapore, it is probably 1/2 a star? The celing is dirty and the tv was faulty. Though it was cold, the sun was hanging high up in the sky. I am tanner now… lol… and fatter. aiyo….

The third day, we went to see a waterfall and just went to another tribe and listen to the history of the tribe. That king has got 24 wives and 88 children. lol. We went to vist his house. He has passed away but his house has been converted to a tourist attraction.

The last day we went back to medan, and went to a shopping centre. The best shopping centre in medan. According to the tour guide, things there are better in quality and slightly more expensive. And in that shopping mall, most of the people there are chinese. Most indonesia chinese are rich. We had 3 hours there and mi and sisters spent 2 good hours just for medicure and nail art. It was worth it as it cost only S$7.50 for the nail art. lol! i have beautiful nails now.

Thats abt it. Its a good getaway.

I hate it when the floor toilet is wet.

I like the toilet to be dry somehow. I hate wet toilet it just made the toilet looks dirty.

My sister did get into areospace. she got into electronic engineering… She didnt tell me. I overheard her conversation when i went in the room and i just asked her causually. I think she is a bit disappointed co she is quite aggitated. Electronic and computer engineering is quite good in my opinion. As long as u like that course, i dun think it matters whether the cut off point is high or low. Well… u tend to do well for things that u have interest in.

Anyway, this time back to sgp, i realized that there seems to be a gap between us. She has changed or maybe i didnt change at all… She has my elder sister character now…. became so into herself and will argue for trivial things. Like for instance, she was working for my mum as merchandiser for which i use to do that job. For that job, u will definitely face scolding from the teamleaders. Probably becos they are busy and sometimes work gets on them and they get irritated. Anyway, scolding is nothing lah, to mi at least. Cos i know they probably have a bad day. My sister is different. She came back and wrote a comlaint letter saying the person is rude. I dun noe but if its the past, she probably just wouldnt care much and forget abt it.

But i do know where she is coming from- to protect herself. But sometimes well… we have to be more forgiving, in my opinion. There are many more “bigger” matter in life for us to pay attention to so why let these small matters affect us and blow up the matter?

Well, i didnt tell how i feel abt this matter. not that i am afraid i will quarrel with her, its just that i feel, she is old enough now and she has developed her own character. And there is no need for her to change for me and moreover, it doesnt really affect me in anyway, its just different opinion. Unless she asks abt my opinion, then i will tell her.

Aiyo… stop this topic lah~~ It is absorbing my positive energy. I am going to study for the test now. Stretching my arms and yawning out loudly!

Good day Habibi(s)!

heehee… waiting for my hair to dry, so i can blog lah~~

Hmm… let mi plan for 2mr. ok, wake up at 9am, i think i should go for a jog… probably not in the morning. hmm.. do some studying then by 11pm have to do my brain test. ok!

Then go for my peeling session at 12am. If i finish my brain test early, probably go down to go some exercise hmm… or a swim? see how lah~~ but i seriously needs to exercise. think i put on abt 5kg? ever since i came back. life have been too good.

hmm… just now i have got alot to blog but now… aiyo… cant rmb anything… dun noe what to blog… Oh ya! must make appointment 2 see the dentist and make appointment for a full body checkup. have done that for long. ok lah stop here. a bit tired now…

To the loyal supporters of my blog:
stay tune for my next post! lol! i feel like a radio dj!

Back in singapore from medan!

Aiyo… before i say anything abt my trip, i just remembered that i have one online assignment due 2mr… my last assignment for my summer unit.

Anyway, 2mr i will wake up early to do it lah…. headache… cos i just received my unit guide for mth 2111. so fast! I will have to do 5 units next semester but i am only allowed to enroll in 4. It completed! i have to do 5 units cos i want to graduate next year that is also the reason why i am doing summer course in singaopore becos of this lor… its complicated cos if i dun do 5 units next yr, i will end up graduating in 2010 dec!!!! and i will be only doing 2 units in 2010…. cant imagine how much free time i will have… life will be boring…lol

ANyway, i just sent an email to lauren lah…. hopefully things will turn out to be good. Havent been practicing for habibi for so long… aiyo… need to practice…

Greenie monster is soooooooo super busy! exams on the 10th and 11th…. have top start studying for my management unit… Aiyo, i dun dare to check my result for assignment 2, fearing that i will fail. hmm… probably check 2mr lah… haha… cos if i realy failed, i think i wont be able to sleep tonight.

wanted to talk more abt medan and lake toba but alot of stuff here for mi to settle. well, i think i will update next time lah~~ heehee… i went for medicure and nail art today… i have pretty nails now… lol!

I shll keep this post short, show u all photos when i am free to upload lah. going to take a hot shower and probably have a small glass of plum wine. Hey, i didnt start drinking excessively again huh! the alcoholic greenie is gone. but since its cheap to buy from the airport, so i just buy lor. Anyway, i think i should start drinking or maybe i should say, drink a little everyday. First of all, plum wine is good for health and secondly, my alcohol tolerance dropped alot. a bottle of beer can make mi tipsy. I drank a bit during my trip, beer. only 1 bottle and i already feel giddy and tipsy. No Good! that will means that i will get drunk sooner. No good no good.

Things are cheap in indonesia and food is good. ha! cos i like spicy food. my tummy getting bigger. lol! hmm… holiday over! time to get into shape! Aiyo… why am i talking so much… time to go shower and then go to bed. Maybe later while waiting for my hair to dry, i will blog lah.  ha!

Shower time! woohoo~~

Woohoo~~ finished psy assignment liao!

ha! I didnt sleep at all and i managed to finish the assignment! yay! wahaha! In 45 mins time, i will head to the airport. Aiyo.. sad to say the flight is only abt 2hrs which means i can only sleep for 2 hours… I feel a little tired now but should be ok lah cos i remember my energy level will only go completely empty at 4pm at max. Normally by 2pm, my eyes will be a straight line and my face will swell. lol… dun care lah. ok! going to change now! Medan here we come!

I didnt sleep today! My parents will live long! yay!

Have a playful day! Woowoo~~

hmm… where issit? Did i misplace it?

Hmm…. i have a small pouch not really a pouch but a small purse where i will put all the left-over foreign currencies in that purse. I wanted to put my japan yen and msia ringit in but realized that i couldnt fine my purse… I remember i always put it there, cos i am afraid i will forget where i put it… its lost now…. Did i misplace it? The last time i saw it was last year when i went to kl. I brought it along with mi.

hmm… issit my maid? i asked her if she has saw it but she said she didnt. My sister also lost her $ where she placed it in her wallet. And i rmb last year, my diamond earrings…. she was wearing it and when i couldnt find and saw her wearing it, i asked her and she said its hers. I was desperate cos i fear that my dad will scold… So i asked her to gave mi that that she was wearing and i am prepared to pay her. She said it cost only 1 buck. I intend to give her 5 bucks. But when she passed over the earrings, i realize its mine cos there are numbers on it which is exactly the same as mine. But i didnt accuse her but just her thhat her earrings have the exact same number as mine. A day later, she came to mi and said she mistook mine as hers and she showed mi a pair which is not really very similar to mine. Anyway, i take it that she mistook mine.

Hmm… aiyo.,.. i lost all my foreign currencies. I have got msia ringit, china yuan, hk dollar and hmm…thai baht… cant rmb if i have korean won or not… but i think it adds up to a few hundreds dollar…. aiyo…. sad… cannot find…. hmm… have to start all over again…

I am not sleeping tonight cos chinese believe that the later u sleep, the longer ur parents can live on the day b4 cny. Havent finish my assignment yet… but will finish today lah… i still have 5 hours cos have to leave house at 5:15pm….
Ok lah, going to take a shower and then continue my assignment. Happy Chinese New Year! Oh ya btw, to all tigers, ur lucky colour for this year happens to be Green… yoowoo~~

the monster is lazy…lethargic

Finished 1/3 of my assignment, another 2/3 to go… i feel lethargic…. keep finding excuses to what around the house. My 2 sisters are packing their things and they found my hard disk. yay! I thought i loss all my photos.

Havent pack my luggage yet… I ate alot today cos i tell myself, unless i have got something else to do, if not i will do my assignment. My cousin just came with her kids. So cute. Naughty kids are cute. Aiyo… nothing to write, that means i have to do assignment already…

Doraemon, u are so cute!

Just had brunch, watching doraemon now. Simply love him! So optimistic, so kind, so smart, so helpful, so cute and so confident.

How i hope i can have a friend like doraemon. He always help nobita when he faces problem. Always being there when nobita needed someone.
hmm…. aiyo…. so sad…. i am watching doreamon movie, dinosauce story…. Dun want to watch already. Time to do some work lah~~

Good day!

Oei buddy, dun waste time reading my blog!

Oei buddy, dun waste time reading my blog lah! ~!#$%^&*(
Cos if u read my blog, i wont be able to gossip or talk behind ur back! lol

Saw my buddies today for belly dancing. And one of my kpo cum tek goh pek (always touch ppl ass, not only mi, there are many victims) buddy didnt know that i have been updating my blog for the past 2 months. And she said she will read my blog and break my codes to know my secret! ~!#$%&*()

Pls pls…. buddy, number are meant to be numbers, dun put them to words k. Now i am scared… Hmm… dun tell mi i have to delete all my posts?

Belly dancing, i love u!!!

I am loving belly dancing! Today, we learnt half of the song. and i have gotten the “belt” or should i call it a scarf dun noe lah, that one that u tie on the waist and when u shake, it will make pleasant smile which motivated mi to shake more. lol….

Belly dancing is really sexy! wee-ee-weet!

Aiyo…. 2mr library wont be opened.. headache… where can i do my assignment?

My buddy’s buddy baked pineapple tarts for mi and my buddy. Yummy! Think i put on weight for this summer break. Dun care lah~~ I am happy now at least. My dad read in the paper and he told me that 1 pineapple tart is equvalent to a bowl of rice in terms of energy intake. Hmm… i think i took more then 3 today…. aiyo…

Eat and eat and eat…lol… eating na-ta-dee-co-co now. Does anyone know what na-ta-dee-co-co is make from??? I like chewing it. My sister said its made from coconut but how can coconut be so chewy??? My dad actually doesnt allow us to eat that but we always secretly buy. He said the manufaturer uses lotsa chemical to manufacture natadeecoco. Maybe? But on a hot day, having a bowl of natadeecoco cools the day.

Wah! why do i feel so tired now again huh? Not going to sleep early, i am going to study and do my assignment.

Go greenie go! lol…. talking to myself again- motivating myself!

Pray for mi people!

Agree with me that everyday can be a happy day?

Agree with mi or not that everyday can be a happy day. I rmbed what i have learnt in landmark forum course: We are a meaning making machine and life is empty and meaningless. So, we are the one who make meaning to our life. For instance, if i think u are smart, then u are smart to me. Agree? No matter what people say, as long as i think that u are smart, to be u will always be smart. Got mi? What i am trying to say is that u make ur own meaning to ur own life.

U can choose to be happy, u can choose to be sad. Try this: whenever u feel sad or unhappy, just put a smile on ur face. u will feel happy after that smile cos the smile on ur face send signal “telling” ur brain to be happy.

Hmm… there is alot that i wanna share but after realizing that there are people who read my blog regularly, hmm…. i tend to pull back a little  while blogging,- not to reveal so much. I probably will have another blog account. but wont let u all know lah.

This year, i need to have some secret. haha… Not being secretive here but my life experience in aus had make me learnt that we cant be too “naked” infront of all. Cos not everyone can keep secret.

To amm, if u are reading my blog, may i suggest that u either get him back or u just let him it go. Cos i feel it is just unfair to restrict someone when u are not restricting urself. I am not good in words hope u dun mind my tactlessness. I wanted to tell u face to face but i know it will make things worst if i were to tell u that day. I do know that u feel upset cos remember, i went through more than u.lol… You have to learn, in fact i think i should say, we have to learn. I am still learning too. Lets do it together!
Smile for me! I like to know when people do something just for me. So, people, smile for me!

Good morning!

I slept very well last night, very well. charged!
Time to study hard hard! What a beautiful morning, the birds chipping, the sun is warm with slight breeze. Stretching and yawning loudly. Feels good! lol

Supposed to wake up at 9am but i just woke up… lol…

Yihorng said i am very tanned now… aiyo… sun rays are not good for skin… My skinn havent been very good… a bit dry… no time to take care….. probably will pay more attention to it in feb after my exams. Or, i dun mind being black beauty lah…. lol…

ok lah. time to have m pretty breakfast and start my day!

Cheers ppl:)

Hello! i am back!

Havent been blogging for a few days. I went to msia. Just got back today. The trip was ok, very relaxing, for which i didnt think abt school work at all.

I went to citibella spa just now. hmm.. did i mentioned that i bought 4 spa vouchers? hmm… cant remember… anyway, i went for candle ear waxing (not sure if thats the right way to call that), full body scrub a full body massage and a hot oil wrap for slimming. Feels sooooo good, though i was quite annoyed that i have tp wait for 45 mins even though i had an appointment. Just like the previous time…. Just dun like wait…. its a waste of time.

Anyway, today was a long session. For abt 3 good hours. I did henna in kl, shouldnt have done that…. right now its fading… cos of the scrub…. The body massage was so good. A little shy as i was only given a g-string… But the beautician was very nice cos she didnt point out the flaws of my body. I remembered that the first time i went spa, the beautician wasnt that nice. Cos she mentioned something like oh, ur this part is too fat, there is cellulite… etc etc… cant reallly remember what she said but it really makes mi very insecure when she is massaging my body…. Anyway, back to today’s massage session. Hmm… she was massaging mi, i was thinking, maybe after i graduate and start working, i will go for massaging course. Then i can massage for my family members and future bf. lol! it really feels very good from head to toes, every part of my body erm… except for that 2 sensitive parts lah. It was very relaxing untill i fell asleep. I have got 2 more voucher, actually bought that for my mum but she said she only wants to go for medicure and pedicure. hmm… probably i will use the other one. What should i try next? boobs enhancement? facial? hair treatment? or maybe foot massage?

Lets talk abt my msia trip lah~~ I didnt go for goldcart this time round again…. a litttle disappointed… It was so inconvenient to travel around kl without a car! Public transport was not that accessible…. My friends took mi around by their cars. One happy thing, at least this time, i get to see people. I met up with Mr Ho, one of my heng dai who graduated in 2007. And i spent time with titi and mimi whom i most probably wont c them any time soon again cos they will pursue their future studies in uwa, perth… no longer in melbourne… My bff was there too. He travelled from east coast down to kl. He was very nice! cos he travelled to time square by public transport just to meet us! *touched…. He even got lost on his way to time square and he waited at least an hour for mi to arrive. AND AND, he wasnt angry at all. He has got a very good temper u see….

I went clubbing last nite in msia. It was ok…. except that there are lotsa “dirty” guys who try to take advantage…. ya… we got touched. This time round, i am smart, i pinch tat idiot hand really hard. It was so crowded that i havent seen that person face. I drank very little last night cos i wasnt feeling very well. I think my alcohol tolerants dropped even since i cut down on drinking. I had beer with Mr Ho b4 gng to the club and i was tipsy already at that time. I slept alot yesterday… I dun noe why… Even now, i feel super sleepy.

Now that i am back, school work needs to be my priority. Had got another assignment to go. I need to finish it before going to indonesia for cny. GOsh…. i feel stress. ya… 2mr gonna go to the library again…

I am in love with thai food recently, always have the craving for it may it be lunch or dinner. And i dun wat happened, now, i actually dislike japanese food, for no apparent reason. I dun mind eating it but it is just that everytime when i walked past a japanese restaurant, i will suddenly feel very sick of japanese food though i havent had it for long… weird~~

Mr Ho taught mi alot when we met up that time. He allowed mi to see the bigger picture and make mi came to realization. Thanks Mr Ho!
Apart from this one of my friend, i shall not name her, quarrel with her ex bf for some reason. I learnt from that too… U know sometimes, u just cant see that u are being irrational when u were in the situation yourself. The way she handle things reminds mi of myself. I cant help but to admit that i was like her b4.

Anyway, off to bed… i can hardly open my eyes now…. tired…

Good night people! Sweet dreams

HELLLO!This is a library!

Idiot! This is a library! silence please! OMG! Dun pretend to whisper cos its loud lor! And u havent even stop to look at ur book ever since i am here. I really wonder, dun u feel tired talking none stop???

Irritating! OMG! What an inconsiderate person. Even with my ear piece on, i can still hear u. I guess she must be studying for exams. Hope u are able to pass!

I am not trying to be mean here but seriously, this is a library. Occasionally if there is something tat u wanna tell ur friend, i dun mind that. But the library is just not the place for u to feel relax and have a heart to heart talk! ~!@#$%^&*()
And, u know what, i understand mandarin perfectly and i know what u are talking abt. May i suggest both of u to go home and talk on the phone. Well, at least u dun have to pretend to whisper.

I am typing louder and louder! I hope u got my msg, ga.

Just got  a call from my friend. Now i feel better. haha… not as angry lah~~
But ~!@#$%^& they are still talking even after i finish talking on the phone… Gals Gals Gals…. U probably should study alone if u know both of u will talk…

Good luck lah gals… STOP PRETENDING TO WHISPER PLEASE!

Now that i finished that, 2 more to come.

I am so buying the tixs today. hmm… but i havent tell papa mama yet….. I am not afraid to go alone! but i think i need to lie to them this time cos they will be worried, for sure if they know i will be going there alone.

Hmm…. still feeling uneasy now…. !@#$%^&* Hate that feeling…

This assignment is done. Finally, no more management assignment. Good and bad. Right now i am worrying…. worrying that i might fail… 2 more psychology assignment and i am done!

Well… psychology…. actually i kind of like it…. not really tat into it but at least i find it interesting knowing something new. ok lah~~ I am tired… going to take an hour nap… or maybe watch a drama b4 gng out to buy the tix later…. havent been watching for long… And hmm… let mi think how to tell papa and mama that i’m gng to kl…. hmm….

Heehee… sorry friends, still quite busy, as i said, after feb 11 and i will give all of u all my time! Wait for mi ok!

childhood

19 January 2009 12:22am

Its ah mimi’s birthday today! Happy birthday hiao po! Lol! I am missing her…. She always likes to scare mi, like suddenly jump out from nowhere and make mi scream like a mad person! She and titi! My 2 playful bff. I misses those days where we just go to each other’s room and chit chat, joke, watch movie, gossip. We did everything basically. Haha… So fun! When I am down, they always have their ways to make mi laugh.

Right now, I am still working on the assignment! So sick of it…. But I am also a little scared…. Cos I have to pass this assignment at least to pass the overall unit. I just cant let myself fail any unit. It will be an embarrassment to mi. Wendy gave mi a 2 days extension but I dun think I will use the extension. I will finish it on time.

My mum was telling mi and my sister how she was when she was young. My uncles and aunties always bully her, well… in a funny way. She said she was very obedient and listens to people; when someone asked her to do something, she will just follow the order. Remind mi of myself. My mum said, when I was younger, I was also like her, in fact, I was described as a little dumb, stupid. I remember my elder sister always bully me when I was young. Lol. Now think of it, its quite funny. I also remember, when I play hide and seek with my sister, I always hide at the same spot- which was under the bed.

Hmm… I love playing hide and seek but I am always afraid to play cos there was always a fear of people finding me. Like in drama, the bad guys will always try to find the little girl… scary…. Have u ever play hide and seek where everytime when the catcher found u, he or she will shout and scream loudly before u notice that she found u? haha… Everytime when the catcher do that, I will scream back. Not in excitement but it was just that I was frightened by his/her scream.

If not, I remembered, when the catcher comes closer, and I can hear the footstep, my heart will race and I will just jump out of my hiding place b4 she found mi or make a sound to let her know where I was hiding. Dun ask mi why, I also dun noe y… maybe scared of being in the dark for too long? My thought will wonder off if I stay in the dark for too long… cos I am fear of ghost. I like watching horror movies though.

Haha… Even now, sometimes I will hide when my younger sister is calling for me. I will cover my mouth with my hands so that I wont make a sound. Sounds fun? But sometimes, she just dun come and find me and I ended up hiding for soooo long. ~!@#$%^&*

If not, sometimes, she just gave up and wait for me to come out myself. ~!@#$%^&*

Bored! ~!@#$%^&*(

18 January 2009 4:44pm

I am tired…. Right now, seeing someone dozing off from studying makes mi tired too…. There are so much more for mi to do… sad to say. I am kind of sick of this management unit! ~!@#$%^& But wendy is very nice. I have just got her email saying that she will give mi and extension for the assignment. Hope I will do well for this assignment.,… trying my very best. I started like 2 weeks ago. The guy sitting diagonally opposite me is dozing off again. Ha! Aiyo… I think its time to pack up and go home lah. Will continue doing the assignment at home, cant concentrate in the library. I am hungry!

I realize something, my time span in studying is a maximum of 3 hours. After that, I have to take a break….

2.25.5 2.25.5!

My not focus time~~~

18 January 2009 1:05pm

I am both a thinker and an action-er.

I think a lot and I take action for my thoughts. Most of my friends are thinker but not all are action-er. To be honest, I dun like people who dun think, maybe I should say, I dun like people who dun have a plan. Well…While sometimes, it will be good to not have a plan; not have a clue on what is going on meaning surprises, this is an exception.

I love numbers. Numbers are my life. As u may have seen in previous posts, sometimes I blog using numbers. That’s to hide what I wanna say. Blog is a place for me to voice what I wanna say but sometimes there are things that I dun want ppl to know except for myself. So, I use numbers. I always tell my friends, to understand mi, understand numbers.

The belly dancing class was awesome! I love it though I find difficulty performing the dances steps. Belly dancing is really sexy. Ha! Hmm… but too bad, after the elementary class, I wont be able to continue to the intermediate class…. In fact, I will missed the last class for elementary as I will be going back to Australia really soon… like in a month time.

The dinner yesterday went well, I enjoyed it! J

I cant wait to go back and do Maths. Lol! Maths is the love of my life!

Ok lah, shall stop here. Going to continue with my assignment!

Assignments assignments and assignments!

17 January 2009 3:18pm

Right now still working on my report- management assignment 2. Bored! Still cant blog, cant go online, cant go on Friendster. Staying focus! Later going for belly dancing and at nite going for cny dinner… hmm… what to wear at night lei? Hmm… think I will just wear something casual lah~~Anyway, its just a dinner.

Yesterday night I couldn’t sleep. Dun noe why…. Slept at 4 am plus plus. Dun noe issit that I was too happy last night. Thought through lotsa things and I finally can tell people that I dun care anymore. Dun care abt wat? Haha… for u to ponder, for me to know lah.

Hai… I want to finish my assignment fast! Last night j called mi. She said she haven’t hear from mi for sooooooo long. I miss my friends too… Miss people that I haven’t meet for long…. L

I have been going to the library everyday except for sat and sundays for the past 3 weeks. No choice! Cos I wont allow myself to fail any of my units! Once I decided to do it, I wont chicken out! I dun like cowards so I wont be one! Em!

Friends, wait for me k, Give mi till February and I will be free by then. I will have at least a week to hang out and have fun with u guys after my exams. So, meanwhile, wait for mi!

I will be going to msia on the 21^st to meet up with my friends. This time no matter how busy I am, I have to make it real. As I mentioned in my previous posts, I am giving my words value and power. Once I say it, I will do it!

Ok lah, going back to do my report. No matter how tedious it can be, I will finish it and put in my best! Em!

Power to my words

16/1/09 11:36 pm

I am giving my words some power here. I said I am not going to blog till I submit the assignment and I mean it! So I am saving my post on my desktop 1^st lah…

I saw my friend’s bf today. And I was happy. Happy to see that after so many years, she finally found love. She is going to US soon cos her bf will be gng there to work. I can see true love in them. Love that is not abt sex, its purely love. So sweet! I think I will be attending wedding soon!

What will u think when u see an extremely fat lady with a good looking man? Or vice versa, what will u think when u see an extremely fat man with a hot babe? I always relate this to true love. It doesn’t matter how that person look, extremely thin, extremely fat, u just wont mind cos what u like is his character. Though having a pretty face and a good body is a plus plus but think abt it, after 20 years, everyone will look the same, that is old.

Love is in the air! Woohoo~~

Finally! OMG!

Finally! Finished my assignment. Somehow, by right, i should feel relief  but now, after submission, i feel insecure…. Really insecure…. Like got that feeeling that i gonna fail~~~ People, pray for mi. Cos i really have been working hard and i have been good. I didnt come on blog, friendster, msn, facebook and all. Just assignment. And i have been to the library for 3 weeks, everyday. I really really put in the effort. Yes i did.

Argh! `!@#$%^&*( Feel so insecure now!

Thats it! I am stress!

I just got an email from the lecturer saying that i am off topic! I am almost done with my assignment and she said i am off topic. the deadline is on the 19! This will mean that i have to start all over again. I cant afford to fail any assignment again! STRESS!

Angry with myself! Ok! stop here! No more msn, no more friendster! NO MORE BLOGGING! NO MORE UNTIL THIS ASSIGNMENT IS DONE! NO MORE! ARGH!!!!!!!!~!@#$%^&*(

I AM HUNGRY! I NEED FOOD! ~!@#$%^&*( ANGRY!!!!

meaningful

I was checking my mail and i came across this: Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have. Once you have loved, you will always love. For what’s in your mind may escape but what’s in your heart will remain forever.

These words are meaningful but just bear in mind, love (relationship) is not everything in life. There are other kinds of love such as friendship love, family love, loving ur pet etc etc. And everyone is given a responsibility in life. If u are a student, u should be responsible for ur studies. If u are a daugther, ur resonsibility will be take good careof ur parents. No matter what role u play, there is always responsibility isnt it? Responsibility sounds like hardship but hardship can be sweet as well. (=

ff,
23=W means winner

Cheers ppl!

I blog almost everyday sometimes a few posts in a day

i blog in the morning while having my cereal turned soft. i blog at night after a long day of studying and doing assignments. Somehow, i am addicted to blogging. I blog not becos i want my friends to know how i am and what happened to mi, i blog becos i feel good after blogging.

Sometimes, u just need to spell out what happened even if the incident is minor that happens in everyone’s everyday life. Sometimes, when i read my previous posts, i cant help myself from laughing and sometimes i ponder… how come i was thinking of that at that time? lol. Indeed, i am complicated.

I am loving the wind. Every evening walking from the mrt station to my house, it is always windy, cooling. After a long day, the wind is all that i need.

Good news, my friend got his drving license! haha! i knew he can do it, its a piece of cake to him! (: 

Right now doing psychology and management units, i miss maths and chem. Looking forward to the start of the new semester soon. I love studying.

My sister got her results. She is going to a poly. We both expected her to do better. She did ok. While she was choosing which course should she go, my thoughts went back to when i got my o levels result. Will i do better if i will to be in a poly? I am interested to be an architech or an aerospace engineer. Cos both courses require maths, physic and a little part of chem. Isnt it nice to have a building, an aeroplane or maybe a rocket that is designed by u? My sister chose aerospace technology. haha… I look forward to her production-Apollo 5? lol.

Hmm…maybe in future, i will go for my 2nd degree after my first one. I like learning. Right now, doing psychology, i am not really into it but when i read abt something that i do not know and when i develop understanding, i am kind of satisfied and i feel smart. lol… sounds silly?

I finished another assignment yesterday. Satisfied!

ok lah, time to get myself prepared and continue to learn abt new things lah.

Have a pretty day, people!

i have been listening to this song for soooo many times… more than 20 times today

i have been listening to this song for soooo many times… more than 20 times today! But i still cant figure out what the gal is trying to say… she is contradicting herself and confusing mi…. The song is >….

Anyway, the other day i was asking this Q: 1kg of metal and 1 kg of cotton, which one is heavier. Using the equation density=mass/volume, are we saying that the volume of 1kg of cotton is greater than the volume of 1kg of metal? hmm… if thats the case then it will fit into the equation.

My friend, ds, just helpmi to solve the Q… yup, the volume of cotton should be greater than metal cos 1kg of cotton is alot! Finally, problem solved. i have been thinking for a few days already… not really deep in thought like that kind that sits down and think for the whole day but just wonder from time to time lah.

Wah! i feel fat now… havent been eating much but i feel fat lei… especially when i sit down! heehee… one more assignment done! Hooray! 3 to go!

hmm… suddenly feel real…

I already know that mimi and titi wont be able to come back to gippy but somehow, b4 everything is confirm, i always thought that they will be back… now that mimi said they confirm gng to UWA, hmm… i dun noe how i feel now.. a little bit upset…. How would life be like without them?

I have got 3 pairs of shoulders in gippy. 2 pairs are leaving… but thank god, i still have 1 bff with mi. We will help one another, we will take good care of each other! (=

what a funny day

I went to the library today, by train. So funny! I was tired and took a nap on the train. I was awaken by the wobbling of the train. I opened my eyes and saw a pregnant person. So i stood up and b4 i gave up my seat, i looked up and to my horror, the pregnant person is a guy… So embarrassed!!!! So i pretended that i mistook the station and then quickly just sit down and close my eyes… So embarrass! I was laughing at myself inside…. OMG! How can i be sooo!!! ~!@#$%^&*

hmm… because i like…. because i love

I like my cereals soft and sweet soak in low fat milk. I like plum wine. I like the colour green. These are some of th things that i like. Reason? there is no reason to that erm… because i like? lol!

There are things that u like but ppl just hate it. Its ok to like something that people hate. Its ok to hate something that people like. Liking something and hating something just made us who we are.

I am listening to this song now: 1234 by plain white…

Nice song indeed, very lively, brighten up my day!

Procrasinating right now… blogging now so that i can delay longer… after finish blogging i will have to go and change and head to library to do my assignments…

I am singing. ha!
“You make it easy as easy as 1,2, 1,2,3,4…. there only 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you.”
or should i say procrasinating?

Have a good day!

pig liver

Yummy! mummy cooked pig liver for mi today… heehee… oops, i love it! My mum used to coook that for mi cos when i was younger, i sometimes feel giddy and always had bruises….

pig liver…. hmm… sounds digusting, but i love it, its yummy! ha! Definitely will miss it when i head back australia…
Today fat pay will receive her O levels result… so i will be replacing her at work, only for a day…. Wish her good luck lah! i know she will do well! have faith in her.

hike

Went hiking with my parents… hmm… thinking that i havent spend much time with them and its only a month away b4 i go back… So there we go, 3 of us went to the conquer the highest point of singapore- bukit timah nature reserve summit point.

I have always been wondering what should my parents do when they retire… at first, i thought maybe when i have earn enough, i will buy a piece of land in australia so that my parents can plant some vegetables, rear some cows, chicken etc etc… but on a second thought since both of them cant speak english, they may feel lonely there… hmm… i think taiwan will be a better place for them to retire. hmm… need to put more thinking to that….

Anyway, I just got a msg from a friend saying that he will be in kl on the 19th… i wonder if i can make it on time… not much time to waste, whatever it is, i will give it a try, no TV, no facebooking, no friendstering, ASSIGNMENT!

i am irritated….

Last night, i actually planned to go for a movie with ps…. but she ended work late so we didnt meet. One of the closest ppl in my life ask mi out to have a drink but i told him i meeting ps.

Today, he asked mi again but i said i will be gng out later and he said i lied to him. Irritating! There is always changes in this world! Why would i lie to him?! And i did explain to him…. And he said since ps make changes and didnt we didnt go out last night, today i should do the same thing telling her that i suddenly got something to do and cant meet her… ok….. the problem here is, i know i would prefer to meet ps than to go for a drink with him… cos i havent seen my bff for quite long since i was busy with assignment and work…

And this morning, he called mi but i missed his call as my phone is not with mi, its in my room and i was at the living room. i managed to ans his 2nd call when i went into my room. He then said i called u so many times (only once b4 this call), u didnt pick up! to be frank, i was annoyed. i told him, why dun u call home when u know i am at home? I dun like to be accused….

Anyway, this person is none other than my father. Someone whom i love but sometimes, he is just so so… what should i say, whats that word? i dun noe… but seriously, if i am free, i will go out with him for a drink, daughter and father bonding.

Now, i really think, men, when u grow older, ur character will change and u can be so extreme…. And the older u get, the more ego will reveal in u…. the older a man becomes, he always think he is right and all of his assumption is right cos he is expericence in life…. I realize that in my grandpa, my uncle and old men around mi….

well, shall stop complaining here. going to hunt for what to wear later…

Have a nice day, ppl!

There are a few kinds of calls tat i wont ans

The are a few kinds of calls that i wont ans.

First, private numbers. Occasionally if i can ’sense’ who is the person who is calling, i will answer.

Second, a number which i have never seen b4…. Needless to explain, i just wont answer calls from random ppl.

Third, if i am really busy, i will just ignore any call and if its somebody i know, i will text that person after i finish doing my stuff.

Fourth, sometimes i just dun bring my mobile out. Cos i dun see the need… So if u keep calling and didnt receive news from mi for quite sometime, this means that i left my mobile is not with mi.

Fifth, needless to say, sometimes i delibrately miss calls… calls from ppl whom i find it a chore to answer…

nice song

I just listen to a chinese song by a new taiwan band…. i like it.

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=ZPlOqyGWvbk

especially for 13.25  13.9  3.8.9.14  2.15.25

Power to the people!

I have just finished watching amazing race season 13, the last episode! Hooray! nick and star won!!!! My heart was speeding with them…

Hmm… do u have in mind anyone that u can do the race with? I think i have someone in mind already… shall not reveal it here… hmm… ask mi personally lah, i will tell u!

Full of energy and hope now! I want to travel around the world!!!!

title for this post? personal update lah~~

Not really stressed up these days, i hope i am…. havent been very focus on studies and i wonder if next year will be a problem for mi… i am not a business personal and right now, doing a management unit, its so boring and so not fun to study…

i went for psy class yesterday and on my way back, on the mrt train, i saw this pregnant lady standing infront of mi. I therefore gave up my seat to her but when i offer, she said she is fine and turn down my offer… the mrt train was really crowded and she is standing right infront of mi… I feel quite uncomfortable and guilty that she didnt take the seat… at the moment, i was wondering if i were the ppl stamding around her, i will probably curse mi for nto giving up my seat if i do not know that i did offer. For ppl who boarded the train after, they probably wont know that i did offer and was turned down… i mean if i just board the train, i will probably think that the person is so selfish and pretended not to see the pregnant lady…. Anyway, the journey was long… and being bored, i started thinking… hmm… this incident tells mi something: dun judge anyone on what they did cos they may not be what u think…. Unless u know the whole story, u then be able to judge…

My second assignment will be dued in 10 days time…. and i am not prepared… and really not interested at all in management…. but, i am not going to fail this unit… i will pass…. at least a pass…. just like the other units that i didnt like, i still manage to pass all of them… ya… its obvious, u cn clearly tell what i like and what i do not like cos right now, after doing 12 units, i only have 1 credit and the rest is either d, hd or passed…. I like chem and maths but i do not like environmental science…. Anyway, whatever it is, right now, i have to focus and put all my plans and fatasy away… haha… the word fatasy sounds so wrong…

I went for facial again, today,… the skin on my face is peeling right now and the facial process is painful… I am always reluctant to go but no matter how reluctant i am i always tell myself, dun do it for myself at least do it for for ppl around mi… i am strong and the pain is nothing to mi! if i cant take this, how can i take hardship in future? For that thinking, i never miss my appointment!

I am missing my friends…. ya… bff and NBs….

Everyone has their own issues to deal with

I went to sign up belly dancing with my 2 friends yesterday. hmm… cant wait for the first class. There is alot of things for mi to plan ahead yet i have been spending most of my time on the internet… Not msn cos currently i couldnt log in due to some technical problem for i suspect its virus… anyway, getting the anti-virus soon.

I went for my third peeling session…. This time it was quite intense cos i told the beautician that i dun see much results… Right now, the skin on my nose is peeling more intensly…. a bit ugly at the moment…

hmm… time flies, i still have 1.5 months b4 gng back to gippy… and my exams is in a month time and i have lotsa assignments due in this 2 weeks. feel so lazy…~~~ But i have to finish them fast… asap… so that i can plan for my msia trip.

Still…. aiyo.,.. havent finish buying the things….

My buddies and myself will be performing in the old folks home singing a Hokkien song >… As some of u may know, i dun really speak good hokkien, broken hokkien maybe… haha.. have to spend some time memorising the lyrics lah….

Recently, i have been thinking alot… hmm… perhaps that symbolised that i havent been doing much… lol~~

So many things in mind… aiyo… time to clear some of them, put them to rest… haha…
ok lah~~ let mi start doing some work now, bring everything back to order and live a meaningful and busy life lah.

Take care everyone! I miss all of u! ha!

On a vegetarian diet

I am going on a vegetarian diet for a week. Not only it is for health purpose, it is also partly for religion purpose. hmm… Shall not elaborate on that.

Anyway, i realize something… since i am on a vegetarian diet, i have been hunting for vegetarian food. Surprisingly, it is not easy to find food without any meat.

yesterday was my first day on vetarian diet. hmm… i did it! Not easy but i did it! 1 week may seem to be a short period but it is not easy to go on a vegetarian diet as my family members are not vegetarian.

Anyway, this week wont be working as i have an assignment due on the 9th. Failed the first one so for this one, i have to do really well, put in more effort.
Wish mi luck!

Ending off with a short phase: As long as u believe, u can do it! Go! Go! Go!

i will try

Papa and mama quarrelled…. Both went out…. Why do ppl quarrel? I kind of pity both of them as i am pretty sure they both feels guilty and want each other back… its just pride playing around with them…

Sometimes i wonder, will it be better to stay single? Will couple change for each other when they get together? or i should say, should couple change for each other?

8.15.23 18 21? 20.8.9.14.11.9.14.7 20.1.20 21 13.1.25 23.1.14.20 20.15 2 12.5.6.20 1.12.15.14.5, 9 16.18.520.5.14.4.5.4 14.15.20 20.15 11.14.15.23 21.18 5.24.9.19.20.1.14.3.5, 9 2.12.15.3.11.5.4 21 3.15.19 9 14.15.5 21 23.9.12.12 7.15 15.6.6.12.9.14.5 23.9.5.14 9 1.13 15.14.12.9.14.5….

My dad just went out cos my mum is not back yet! i hate it… i hate being scared…. I hate myself being so concerned… both of them are important to me… and i just dun like seeing them quarrel…

How i hope i can be as cool as ps… she is so focus and doesnt let the negative affects her life….

something unpleasant happen to be today and i need to get away.

After my 21st birthday, i am no longer excited abt birthday cos every next birthday will mean that i am getting older.

Something unpleasant happened today. I am too embarrassed to tell anyone. Anyway, dropping this topic.

What kind of guys do like?

I like guys whom i always have topic to talk to.
I like guys whom are kind inside.
I like guys who is opinionated.
I like guys who are Man.
I like guys who are honest.
I like guys who lie to me when they know the truth will hurt.
I like guys who knows mi in and out.
I like guys who dun listen.
I like guys who cares.
I like guys have broad chest.
I like guys who are determined.

What kind of guys to u like?

Let fate decide

Fate is fooling us…

Why issit that when u feel lost, the person that u needed most couldnt be there? Why issit that when he wants to be there for mi, there is always something that stops him? Why issit that when he wants to call mi that he has got no auto-roaming? Why issit that we cant be……. Why is all these like that?

Is this all fated?

Happy birthday to one my my bff!

Jing, happy birthday!

It was a long long long day for mi as i have got lecture from 9-4pm. I went back home and took an hour nap and meet up with my bffs to celebrate jing’s birthday…. Was tired… Actually, i do have alot to update but, really tired and can be quite lazy sometime. Right now the time is 4:39 and i have just finished my shower. Reached home at abt 4am in the morning…. Tired…But i am happy! Got 2 soft toy elephants. One of it i caught it myself and the other one jing got it for mi. It cost mi almost 50 bucks to get the elephants.

I think i need to stop here and go to bed… havent finish packing my luggage… and my hair is still wet… need to wake up early to pack 2mr… tired… Nitezzz ppl!

happy.. hmm… different..

I went for my first lesson today. It was good except that i dun like the fact it is quite far away and 7-10pm… Which means i will miss 9-11pm drama…

My lecturer is very nice and he is quite cute…. heehee… He is indian and he speaks good english. I wasnt very close to my classmates… hmm… they were all very quiet ppl. I am the noisy one… always response to the lecturer… I feel a little embarrassed…. Anyway, dun care lah, i am there to learn. Lecture was very very different from australia. Its Singaporean style… Very content based, unlike the lectures that i went for for psy1022. The lecture just now was quite dry but i like the stories that the lecturer told us. He is young, around late 20s. I realized that while i had already started on doing research on the assignment, many of them are still very loss somehow… and the lecturer, can see that he is very knowledgeable and knows what he is teaching. However, he does not seems to know the content of psy1011 as in what is required of us such as assignments requirement and what the assignment is abt.

Anyway, i was so surprised that i was given the textbook and even the study guide for fee! Can u believe that? For free! lol! I was happy cos i have been quite worried abt the textbook thingy, cos i dun intend to buy since it is just my elective. I would rather spend $$ on my core subjects-math and chem.

I think i put in more effort for psy than for my management unit… hai… have to start hunting for the management textbook….

I am tired now… Think today have to sleep early…. Tired~~ Hmm… have to start baking cake! Erm! Have to win the competition! YES!

Danial, watch out! I will win! wahahaha…. *evil smile

Good Nitezzzz ppl…

Its easy to hav a perfect life at every stage of life!

I thought abt it. It is easy to have a perfect life at any point of time. Of course action is louder than words. I will try to have a perfect life now. All i need to do is to study hard for my 2 summer units, be a good friend to my friends, be a good daughter to my parents, be a good sister to my sisters, stay healthy by exercising and learn cooking. Hmm… that makes mi a all-rounded person isnt it? Thats not difficult.

As for love, i wont wait for it… when it comes, it will comes lor. If not, no point looking for it, its all fated.

Life is not that hard after all.
hmm… I thought abt wat i want to be when i grow up. I want to be a secondary school teacher. On the other hand, i dun mind being a kindergarden teacher, i also dun mind being a housewife, a little woman who look after the house. Being a little woman can be challenging to. Have to look after my kids, and ensure that my husband can have full focus on his work. No easy, its challenging.

Whatever it is, right now, i dun think i have to think abt all this. I shall focus on the present. Love? Well, as long as i have friends around mi, love and sex? I dun think its an essential in my life right now. I am still young. The world is so big! I want to see the world! I want to experience things that i have not experience b4.

Nitezz ppl,i will update u guys if i have acheive my perfect life.

Cheers!

Hai…sigh…. Study Greenie! Study!

Just finish one of my quiz… didnt do so well… i was nevous as there is a time limit to the test. 40 mins…. Aiyo… the test is quite easy… Should have score better… i have no time to check… ok lah! i need to study hard! Go Greenie! haha… encouraging myself…

fighting! Greenie u can do it!

fighting! Greenie u can do it! Those are powerful words… It always encourage mi when i was told that i can do it! It means alot. Like somebody believe in mi and so, for him/her and myself, i have to do it and i can! Thats how i see those words.

I need to walk out of that. Not going to say what is it but i just need to walk out of someone’s shadow.

Nobody knows what will happen in the future, good or bad i do not noe…Watever it is lets focus on now and dream abt the future.

Watching amazing race. Still, i always imagine doing the amazing race.. With who? i dun noe…. Tat person must be somebody whom will make mi feel secure.

hmm…. ok lah, nothing much to update. Mimi, good luck for ur exam. U definitely can do it! acha acha fighting!

To all out there, take care and live life to its fullest!

I love u!

Have u ever…..???

Have u ever feel tiny b4? have u ever feel like u r a fool? have u ever feel like u are irritating? have u ever feel like u are lame? I fee like that this way…

I was in high spirit today. Went for diamond peeling for my face, particularly my nose…. I have always been very concerned abt the scar (large pore) on my nose. I went to see a doctor and he said the nose skin is very thin and it is highly unlikely to remove those scars…. i was sad after hearing that and i told my mum…. my mum is a member of a beauty salon and she helps mi to enquire abt those scars. They recommend diamond peeling and they said the scars will be removed by the 5th session. Mummy signed a seven time package for mi… i was thrilled. I went for the first session today. I didnt expect the pain to be soooo unbearable… its like using stones, exert force on my skin, using the stone to rub against the skin…. it is soooooo painful! But for all it takes, as long as the scars will be removed, i will hang on! i am suppose to go for 7 sessions, every 2 weeks. I can do it!

I was happy though the session was painful cos i know the scars gonna go. High in spirit, i went home. Was chatting with my uni friends through msn. Telling them a riddle. One of my uni friend whom i happen to regard as my bff was upset today… i dun noe wats the reason though… relationship problem??? family problem??? i dun noe… But he upsetted mi…. he is so cold. i feel like i am irritating him… i know he wasnt feeling very good these days… i was just trying to cheer him up…when i told him i went for the diamond peeling, he said: and? i feel offended… well not offended… i think i feel i am not important and i am lame…
I try to tell him a joke to cheer him up and b4 i tell him the ans, he figured out. and i ask if he is laughing, he said no. and just kept quiet… My confidence level to tell jokes and riddle dropped… feel so tiny and stupid…

i do know that he is feeling low so i msg him to cheer him up, telling him i am with him…. as usual he didnt reply… which makes mi feel more stupid and lame…. i feel that i am irritating….

Am i really that bad in telling jokes? Am i really very irritating? I am just trying to show that i care and my friend is not alone… whenever i feel low, i always hope that someone will be there and tellmi that i am not alone… i thought he may need that too.

I guess i am different…. i am weird…

 Maybe i should stop telling jokes to friends. It just makes mi look stupid… I need to be away to find my confident again…. i had already say bye to facebook, i guess its time to say bye to msn…. i need time to forget and gain my confidence back. Bye msn….

A long day

Have been sneezing quite often recently…. but not flu…. just sneeze…. hmm… somebody missing mi? somebody scolding mi? haha…. Well, watever, i know my existence is important lah~~

Slept at 4am yesterday…. Same problem… insomnia…. woke up at 7am this morning and followed papa and mummy to work…. I managed to print out all my lecture notes for my 2 summer units. yay! at least i have done something.

We had lunch and went to do some shopping… my papa was very worried that we will freeze to death in Hokkaido…lol…. ya… so we went to buy winter wear…

I am kind of excited for the trip….. skii trip, hot spring…. hee… excited! hmm… but i was told we cant wear anything in the hot spring…. a little i am, cos i am shy…But that doesnt mean i am not confident abt my body! lol!

We went to confirm our tixs to indonesia, Medan and Lake Toba. Going to indonesia during CNY. hmm… I miss my frds… was thinking of visiting them but right now, i dun have a plan. The world is in a mess right now…. India, Thailand, Paskitan…. Wonder if Msia will be safe… And i know papa will be very worried if i will to go alone…. I am also a little scared to be honest…. thinking that the policeman there have low wages and bribery is a norm in Msia… Still, i want to go! hmm… will find a way to conquer my fear! Nothing to be afraid of! (=

My sister is telling mi abt the William guy now… He is a legend… soooooo funny! I dun noe if i should say he is slow or stupid or try to hard to impress? I want to meet him in person… Cant stop laughing when my jie re-enact what he had done…

Jie said i have got panda’s eyes….:( I dun want! and i have been trying my best to make myself tired by exercising… but somehow it doesnt work… What happen? Doctor said its not a problem and i dun see it as one too but my mummy is worried… Sometimes, i feel tired but somehow couldnt sleep… I am taking the prescription from the doctor and i drink warm milk at nite… Why still cannot sleep???

I havent been taking naps ever since i came back except for just now while i was watching TV, i just fell alsleep like that…. for abt an hour? or maybe like 45mins… I slept well for that short period… my first proper sleep ever since i came back 3 weeks ago… Maybe i should try to sleep 2 hours in the nite and 2 hours in the day to balance out. I dun want to be panda….:(

ok lah, stop here, i going to try to sleep again….

Still prefer facebook….

Friendster is sooooo slow! i just uploaded some photos and it took mi an hr…. moreover, i cant upload all of them as some of them are more than 2 MB….

Hmm… thinking and thinking…. what i think is morally wrong, i shouldnt do that…. i shouldnt ask for more… afterall, he has got a gf! Greenie, CONTROL URSELF! dun do something wrong!!!!

I will be back on facebook soon! Oops… got caught again… forced to go to bed….
Nitezzzz ppl!

Sometimes love just aint enough

Sharing the lyrics here:

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

Now I could never change you
I dont wanna blame you
Baby you dont have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

And theres no way home
When its late at night and youre all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch.
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.

Results

Got my results today…. I did quite well… I am happy abt that. Surprizingly, I have a HD for maths….81! I expected lower… Cos i didnt have time to even finish the paper…. How could i have done so well? Hmm… anyway what ever it is, i am happy…

For mi, i am lucky… I am able to choose what i like to study. I always believe that if u like what u are doing, u will tend to do well in it. Some of my friends didnt do so well…. Whatever it is, to all who didnt do so well, its ok, right now, just face the consequences and see if there is anything u can do.

Tok to a friend if u need to, dun keep everything by urself. It will make u feel better. Hmm… didnt do much work today… Have to do work!!!! Argh!!! I am so super lazy!

Watching drama all the time! Angry with myself! ~!@#$%^&*()

A normal day….

Last night, papa and mummy woke up in the middle of the night… not exactly in the middle of the nite but erm… hmm… at abt 430am? i wasnt asleep yet…. rolling on my bed…lol… They woke up becos of a phone call… They missed the call and got worried if the phone call is from my elder sis… she wasnt back at that moment…They were very worried and couldnt sleep untill my sis came home after abt an hour later.

Anyway, thank god everything is fine.

Finally went to see a doctor this afternoon. ya… insomia… I dun really find it a problem but my mum insist that i see a doctor… The doctor precribe mi some pills (not sleeping pills becos he said that most sleeping pills are ban and the only place that i can get sleeping pills is from the mental health intitutes). Well, i didnt want sleep pills in the first place cos i dun want to rely on it… He told mi that some ppl only need 4 hours of sleep per day. As long as they can function well then it is not a problem at all…

I just took the pills that he gave mi.. the pills are suppose to make mi drowny… But it has been an hour since i took it…. He also gave mi anti-stress medication though i told him that i am fine… not stress at all… hmm… nothing that i could thought of to make mi stress well… i should say nothing particular abt mi… i tend to be more consent abt ppl around mi especially my close ones. But at the moment, from what i know, eveyone is doing fine… no one is stress or unhappy. (^.^)

Hmm… going to japan soon…. Still i havent finish my assignment! hmm… but i am not that stress… cos i know i will finish it on time!

hmm… wat more happen today?
hmm… Oh! was silly today. While driving to west mall, i was looking for pizza hut and i made the wrong turn and turned into the translink bus terminal….The glare from those big buses drivers were unpleasant… My sisters were laughing so hard…. Well, i have to admit that i am not good with reading directions, often get lost. But but but, i think i am a good driver and a skillful one.

Fat pay always complain that i always get lost as in she always lost mi. She makes mi sound like a small kid. It happens a few times but,….. really, i dun think it is anyones fault… I was just attracted to something and was just looking at it while she continues walking…. U may ask: Why didnt she call mi… ya… erm… cos most of the time i will forget to bring my cellphone out…..somehow it doesnt affect mi if i dun have my cellphone with me… At most use public phone or seek help from the public lor….

Listening to some old songs now while waiting for the pills to take its effect. I had a glass of warm milk. Doctor said it will help mi sleep better. 2 weeks ago, i just went to party world with my sister to sing! I LOVE SINGING! lol! Think i need to go again.

I bought titi’s birthday present already. Change my mind and got him something else which require mi to do some hands-on stuff… Not easy cos it took mi 2 hours just now just to fix a small part. Havent finish yet. Hopefully, i will be able to sleep soon and wake up early 2mr. hmm… 2mr, first thing have to finish one assignment and the present.

ok lah…. have to try to sleep… stop here. Cheers!

An enjoyable day

I went to orchard with my bff, ps. We watched a movie: The good, the bad and the weird…. Thought it will be good movie since the rating is 4/5…. Turned out… it wasnt that good… While watching the movie, there were 2 boys sitting behind us… They were so irritating and inconsiderate… kept toking during the movie! So selfish and inconsiderate!

Anyway, despite that we went to do some shopping… i have been quite good today, controlling myself not to buy unecessary stuff… Actually i do feel bad that i’m not working… ya… taking my parents $$….

Right now, i am still watching 1 litre of tears.,.. i think i will have more than 1 Litre of tears…. seriously,… Not sure if i wanna continue watching this drama…. its depressing and it just make mi realize the ugly fact that life is unfair…

Should be able to sleep early tonight i guess…. well, hopefully…

We went to a korean restaurant to have dinner. The food was quite good especially the rice cake! Yummy! one of my favourite korean dish apart from kimchi fried rice. Hmm… after i start working and earn enough $$, i will open a korean restaurant. I love korean food! it seems that japanese restaurant is all over singapore.. the market is so saturated… How i hope there can be more Korean restaurant… Korean food is not cheap… well at least for that restaurant…

hmm… i received a msg from my another bff yesterday. He is doing happy. So glad to know that… I had been wondering if he is coping well b4 i got his msg… He is snokling in australia! So cool! Envy… I love outdoor activities and adventure!

Anyway, i shall end here, gng to call my friend now to chit chat a bit, update each other on our lives.

As usual, ending off with:

Stay happy and take care of urself!

A Litre of Tears

As usual, could sleep…. My sister gave mi a website: mysoju.com

I heard abt the japanese drama, 1 Litre if tears and right now, i am watching it. I think i will really have 1 Litre of tears by the end of the drama…Its only the first episode and i am crying like a heavy rain…

I wasnt feeling very well early on…. Should be the tea that i drank…. i think i had too much. I went to the gym today, trying to train hard so that i can have a good sleep tonite… But it seems like it is not working… i am still awake now…

Havent been hearing from a friend for long… and i miss him… wonder how is he… I know he has got problems right now… like his relationship… how i hope i can be with him…. Wonder if he is doing well….

Should i call him?

I dunnoe if thats the right thing to do… fearing that he may be irrtated by mi… But on the other hand, i also fear that he may not have anyone to talk to… Wat should i do…. Maybe the only thing tat i can do now is to just pray for him…. whatever it is i just hope that he is happy.

Well, i shall continue watching my jap drama… and will update u guys if i really have 1 Litre of tears…

Take care ppl!

Cant sleep

For ppl who are close to mi, u all should know that i always cannot sleep early at night…. insomia… ya… thats the reason why i am blogging now…

Since i couldnt sleep, i thought of using this time to plan further for one of my bff’s birthday. I came out with what to give him already but i think he deserve more. I am trying to improvise on my ideas… Cant wait for him to receive his birthday gift from me. I am excited! haha… hmm… by right he should be the one who shld be excited though…. lol!

Anyway, my friends asked mi what i want fo my birthday…. I thought for very long but still cannot give them an answer. As mentioned in my previous post, 3 of my bff are sagittarius which means they will also be celebrating their birthday in dec. One of them wants a shoe rack and the other prefer cash… Hey, btw, if u are thinking my bffs are being very impoliet, nope, they are not. We just think that it will be easier for our friends so that they wont have to brainstorm wat to get for us and risk them getting something that we dun really like. Afterall, everyone deserve to be happy on their birthday and i suppose they will be happy if they get wat they want.

Hmm… what should i have for my birthday? I have no idea… Slimming vouchers? Facial vouchers? Accessries, maybe not cos i always lost them or misplace them, its kind of wasting $$…. hmm… something that  find it useful… hmm… i want something that i want but i will not buy it for myself….

Oh ya! Titi’s birthday is 3 days away… hmm… thank god, i have already thought of wat to buy for him long ago…. heehee,… not going to tell u guys.

I wonder hows Sherri doing…. Wonder if she will feel lonely since we all left… I should have left a note or a card for her. hmm…

Stillnot tired after blogging…. i shall continue to think what i should think next lah….lol!

May all enjoy this long break! be happy!

A new start

I am back on friendster! I was addicted to facebook after i came back to singapore…. And i just deactivated it becos i know i am a facebook addict… Since i am doing summer course, to keep myself focus, i have to delete it…

Anyway, i have been good. Eat well but not sleep well…but overall, quite happy. Dec is the month when i will spend most $$… Cos 3 of my bff have birthday on dec…. and this year, one of them is turning 21. I planned 3 surprises for him…. and one of it can be expensive and time consuming… but i guess he deserve it for being my bff. (=

Went for shesha smoking at Arab street this afternoon and dinner with a few of my friends. The dinner was at a classy restaurant, a romantic one and the food was really good especially the one i had- baby back ribs…. Yummy… Its quite pricy but once in a while i think its ok to spend that kind of $$ on dinner.

I was talking to my friends abt disliking someone. hmm… I then realize something… Well, i use to worry that ppl will know that i dun like them… Dun ask mi why i worry, maybe becos i am trying to be Ms nice?…. After discussing with my frds, i realize, well, its ok to show ppl that u dun like them… i mean if u dun like someone, u dun have to try to like them and its perfectly ok that they know.  yay! Now, i dun think i will be concerned if ppl can see that i dun like them… Well, i dun mind if ppl dun like mi. nono, maybe i should say, i will mind if i regard the person as my close friend. Anyway, feels so good after realizing that it is perfectly ok to dislike someone, it is neither a crime or a sin. (^.^). I dun have to pretend to be nice. From today, if i dislike someone, i wont pretend to like him/her! yay! Happy!