Watching Mr Hong Kong

these guys looks good. ha! nice body! But aiyo… somehow having a build make them look less smart… a bit clumsy. Most of them also not good in answering Qs. haha… so funny!

But i love looking at their body! Nice chest, broad shoulders. What i can is that, its hard to find someone who is smart and have a good build. ha!

I spoke to my mum

My mum and dad always have problem in communication. They quarrel quite frequently. I can understand both of them perfectly. And what i can say is tat, u should have known each other better when u guys were young. I always try to seek for solution everytime when i faced a problem.

I did suggest to my mum to see a counsellor and my mum and dad did. But my dad is kind of unwilling and therefore whatever the counsellor said he didnt listen. My dad has a very short temper. Its hard for a man at his age to change. And my mum having the fixed mindset for my dad, can be quite impatient with my dad. aiyo… I need to think. Think abt what? there is something about them that i need to think.

tired but fruitful

I went to old folk home with budidi and budidi’s buddy. The buddies. lol! Tired… But fruitful. Sing alot to day… quite funny cos even sing untill out of tune. But really have got lotsa fun and laughter.

After that, we went for our belly dancing class. Today, we learnt new moves… wah! not easy, my ass feels a little numb now. But, i am enjoying it. so fun!

Wow! i just saw in the news. plump people who drink twice per week tends to have longer life. heehee… i just need to lose some weight and i will lead a long life. yay! lol! I want to live longer than all of u cos i think i can take the pain.

Oh, today is Saturday!

I kept thinking that today is friday. hmm… going to old folk home later and then for belly dancing. Think can only return the books on monday and visit the temple on my way there.

I have been sleeping quite well these days. I like to wake up early (before 11am). The air is good and the house is quiet. I am able to have a blank mind and just enjoy the morning breeze and then blog for awhile, have a shower and out i go.

I happened to see my sec sch junior yesterday when i went for my peeling session. Singapore is so small, u get to see people everywhere. And ur friends’ friends are ur friends… lol.

What is the first thing that u will do if u become the president of Indonesia? I thought abt it when i was in indo. I think i will provide education to all children, hire teachers from other countries to teach these children. The tour guide told us that in school sometimes the teacher just come 3 times per week and the rest of the time children are left to play themselves. Also, it is perfectly fine for someone to drive without a license as long as u are rich. People there tend to look out for chinese as most chinese businessman in medan are  rich.

After providing education for all the kids, i will then look into corruption problem. I will increase the wages of policeman and reinforce some law by being strict if corruption is seen. After solving the corruption problem, next i will go into traffic problem. But before that, i think i will probably first build a casino and encourage more foreign investors. Have more $$ i will then work on the traffic problem. After traffic problem solved, i will look into attracting tourist. Tourism seems the be the main source of income to people there. And there is alot of nature reserve which is worth having a look in indonesia. I will pump in money and ensure that the tourism industry for indo will expand.

haha… Well, if only i am the president.

Habibi Habibi Habibi ya nour ela ain aah

Just finished practising my dance. Loving bellydancing. MAybe i should continue when i go back to gippy. I have already check that out, they have got lesson in gippsland. Hmm… perhaps i shall put this thought aside first cos i may be taking 5 units.

Anyway, alyo, my room is too small, but i am too shy to practice in the living room lah~~ hhaha… i love the sound made by the waist scarf….

Aiyo… loving belly dancing! So sexy! I feel like a young woman! ha!

Just finshed chatting with my friends from gippy

Feels good to chat with them. Knowing that they will still be on-campus makes mi happy but at the same time, i am a little disapppointed cos we are all in different houses. We used to be housemates and i have really really enjoyed staying with them.

We do assignment together, we stayed up till the morning, we drink together, we watched movies together, we joke, we tease, we play, we study. Hmm… I missed those days very much.

May this semester be a fruitful one for all of us. Tomorrow think i will be going to the temple since need to return the overdue book at tmc. Will pray for that, hope my parents will continue to love each other, take care of each other forever, pray for my younger sis, may she will do well in her course, pray for my elder sister, may she be able to find someone who loves her soon and last but not least my bffs, wish them wealth and happiness.

I always dun remember what to pray for everytime when i am in the temple. Hmm… good that i give it a thought now.

ok lah.

indonesia, medan and lake toba.

my trip was ok. on the first day, we visited a chinese temple. in the afternoon. And went for dinner. Nothing much on the first day. We had nasi padang (mixed vegetable rice) for dinner. The food was ok. well cos i like spicy food.

Our second day, we went to lake toba. The journey was quite long, 4 hours. We went to a tribe called mada trip. Most people there are christian. hmm… i didnt know there are christian malays. Their life is very simple. Its quite dirty there and traffic wasnt very smooth as there is only one way street there. So if 2 buses in different direction happened to meet, one has to reverse to let the other past first. There is no law there. Bribery is the main income for policemen. And in the tribe, if someone knock down anyone on the road, according to the tour guide, they will beat up the driver. People there are very united. We also went to another village of mada tribe where people there have a different surname. The ratio of males to females in medan is 1:3. ya, more women.

Anyway, there is really no entertainment in the tribe. We went there for the screnary. Lake tobe was beautiful. Oh ya, we travelled by boat to the other village. ya.. the hotel at lake tobe wasnt very good. First of all there wasnt hot water. The temperature there was abt 15 degress Celcius. And at night its cooler. I showered in cold water. The hotel is supposed to be 3 stars rated but if its in songapore, it is probably 1/2 a star? The celing is dirty and the tv was faulty. Though it was cold, the sun was hanging high up in the sky. I am tanner now… lol… and fatter. aiyo….

The third day, we went to see a waterfall and just went to another tribe and listen to the history of the tribe. That king has got 24 wives and 88 children. lol. We went to vist his house. He has passed away but his house has been converted to a tourist attraction.

The last day we went back to medan, and went to a shopping centre. The best shopping centre in medan. According to the tour guide, things there are better in quality and slightly more expensive. And in that shopping mall, most of the people there are chinese. Most indonesia chinese are rich. We had 3 hours there and mi and sisters spent 2 good hours just for medicure and nail art. It was worth it as it cost only S$7.50 for the nail art. lol! i have beautiful nails now.

Thats abt it. Its a good getaway.

I hate it when the floor toilet is wet.

I like the toilet to be dry somehow. I hate wet toilet it just made the toilet looks dirty.

My sister did get into areospace. she got into electronic engineering… She didnt tell me. I overheard her conversation when i went in the room and i just asked her causually. I think she is a bit disappointed co she is quite aggitated. Electronic and computer engineering is quite good in my opinion. As long as u like that course, i dun think it matters whether the cut off point is high or low. Well… u tend to do well for things that u have interest in.

Anyway, this time back to sgp, i realized that there seems to be a gap between us. She has changed or maybe i didnt change at all… She has my elder sister character now…. became so into herself and will argue for trivial things. Like for instance, she was working for my mum as merchandiser for which i use to do that job. For that job, u will definitely face scolding from the teamleaders. Probably becos they are busy and sometimes work gets on them and they get irritated. Anyway, scolding is nothing lah, to mi at least. Cos i know they probably have a bad day. My sister is different. She came back and wrote a comlaint letter saying the person is rude. I dun noe but if its the past, she probably just wouldnt care much and forget abt it.

But i do know where she is coming from- to protect herself. But sometimes well… we have to be more forgiving, in my opinion. There are many more “bigger” matter in life for us to pay attention to so why let these small matters affect us and blow up the matter?

Well, i didnt tell how i feel abt this matter. not that i am afraid i will quarrel with her, its just that i feel, she is old enough now and she has developed her own character. And there is no need for her to change for me and moreover, it doesnt really affect me in anyway, its just different opinion. Unless she asks abt my opinion, then i will tell her.

Aiyo… stop this topic lah~~ It is absorbing my positive energy. I am going to study for the test now. Stretching my arms and yawning out loudly!

Good day Habibi(s)!

heehee… waiting for my hair to dry, so i can blog lah~~

Hmm… let mi plan for 2mr. ok, wake up at 9am, i think i should go for a jog… probably not in the morning. hmm.. do some studying then by 11pm have to do my brain test. ok!

Then go for my peeling session at 12am. If i finish my brain test early, probably go down to go some exercise hmm… or a swim? see how lah~~ but i seriously needs to exercise. think i put on abt 5kg? ever since i came back. life have been too good.

hmm… just now i have got alot to blog but now… aiyo… cant rmb anything… dun noe what to blog… Oh ya! must make appointment 2 see the dentist and make appointment for a full body checkup. have done that for long. ok lah stop here. a bit tired now…

To the loyal supporters of my blog:
stay tune for my next post! lol! i feel like a radio dj!

Back in singapore from medan!

Aiyo… before i say anything abt my trip, i just remembered that i have one online assignment due 2mr… my last assignment for my summer unit.

Anyway, 2mr i will wake up early to do it lah…. headache… cos i just received my unit guide for mth 2111. so fast! I will have to do 5 units next semester but i am only allowed to enroll in 4. It completed! i have to do 5 units cos i want to graduate next year that is also the reason why i am doing summer course in singaopore becos of this lor… its complicated cos if i dun do 5 units next yr, i will end up graduating in 2010 dec!!!! and i will be only doing 2 units in 2010…. cant imagine how much free time i will have… life will be boring…lol

ANyway, i just sent an email to lauren lah…. hopefully things will turn out to be good. Havent been practicing for habibi for so long… aiyo… need to practice…

Greenie monster is soooooooo super busy! exams on the 10th and 11th…. have top start studying for my management unit… Aiyo, i dun dare to check my result for assignment 2, fearing that i will fail. hmm… probably check 2mr lah… haha… cos if i realy failed, i think i wont be able to sleep tonight.

wanted to talk more abt medan and lake toba but alot of stuff here for mi to settle. well, i think i will update next time lah~~ heehee… i went for medicure and nail art today… i have pretty nails now… lol!

I shll keep this post short, show u all photos when i am free to upload lah. going to take a hot shower and probably have a small glass of plum wine. Hey, i didnt start drinking excessively again huh! the alcoholic greenie is gone. but since its cheap to buy from the airport, so i just buy lor. Anyway, i think i should start drinking or maybe i should say, drink a little everyday. First of all, plum wine is good for health and secondly, my alcohol tolerance dropped alot. a bottle of beer can make mi tipsy. I drank a bit during my trip, beer. only 1 bottle and i already feel giddy and tipsy. No Good! that will means that i will get drunk sooner. No good no good.

Things are cheap in indonesia and food is good. ha! cos i like spicy food. my tummy getting bigger. lol! hmm… holiday over! time to get into shape! Aiyo… why am i talking so much… time to go shower and then go to bed. Maybe later while waiting for my hair to dry, i will blog lah.  ha!

Shower time! woohoo~~

Woohoo~~ finished psy assignment liao!

ha! I didnt sleep at all and i managed to finish the assignment! yay! wahaha! In 45 mins time, i will head to the airport. Aiyo.. sad to say the flight is only abt 2hrs which means i can only sleep for 2 hours… I feel a little tired now but should be ok lah cos i remember my energy level will only go completely empty at 4pm at max. Normally by 2pm, my eyes will be a straight line and my face will swell. lol… dun care lah. ok! going to change now! Medan here we come!

I didnt sleep today! My parents will live long! yay!

Have a playful day! Woowoo~~

hmm… where issit? Did i misplace it?

Hmm…. i have a small pouch not really a pouch but a small purse where i will put all the left-over foreign currencies in that purse. I wanted to put my japan yen and msia ringit in but realized that i couldnt fine my purse… I remember i always put it there, cos i am afraid i will forget where i put it… its lost now…. Did i misplace it? The last time i saw it was last year when i went to kl. I brought it along with mi.

hmm… issit my maid? i asked her if she has saw it but she said she didnt. My sister also lost her $ where she placed it in her wallet. And i rmb last year, my diamond earrings…. she was wearing it and when i couldnt find and saw her wearing it, i asked her and she said its hers. I was desperate cos i fear that my dad will scold… So i asked her to gave mi that that she was wearing and i am prepared to pay her. She said it cost only 1 buck. I intend to give her 5 bucks. But when she passed over the earrings, i realize its mine cos there are numbers on it which is exactly the same as mine. But i didnt accuse her but just her thhat her earrings have the exact same number as mine. A day later, she came to mi and said she mistook mine as hers and she showed mi a pair which is not really very similar to mine. Anyway, i take it that she mistook mine.

Hmm… aiyo.,.. i lost all my foreign currencies. I have got msia ringit, china yuan, hk dollar and hmm…thai baht… cant rmb if i have korean won or not… but i think it adds up to a few hundreds dollar…. aiyo…. sad… cannot find…. hmm… have to start all over again…

I am not sleeping tonight cos chinese believe that the later u sleep, the longer ur parents can live on the day b4 cny. Havent finish my assignment yet… but will finish today lah… i still have 5 hours cos have to leave house at 5:15pm….
Ok lah, going to take a shower and then continue my assignment. Happy Chinese New Year! Oh ya btw, to all tigers, ur lucky colour for this year happens to be Green… yoowoo~~

the monster is lazy…lethargic

Finished 1/3 of my assignment, another 2/3 to go… i feel lethargic…. keep finding excuses to what around the house. My 2 sisters are packing their things and they found my hard disk. yay! I thought i loss all my photos.

Havent pack my luggage yet… I ate alot today cos i tell myself, unless i have got something else to do, if not i will do my assignment. My cousin just came with her kids. So cute. Naughty kids are cute. Aiyo… nothing to write, that means i have to do assignment already…

Doraemon, u are so cute!

Just had brunch, watching doraemon now. Simply love him! So optimistic, so kind, so smart, so helpful, so cute and so confident.

How i hope i can have a friend like doraemon. He always help nobita when he faces problem. Always being there when nobita needed someone.
hmm…. aiyo…. so sad…. i am watching doreamon movie, dinosauce story…. Dun want to watch already. Time to do some work lah~~

Good day!

Oei buddy, dun waste time reading my blog!

Oei buddy, dun waste time reading my blog lah! ~!#$%^&*(
Cos if u read my blog, i wont be able to gossip or talk behind ur back! lol

Saw my buddies today for belly dancing. And one of my kpo cum tek goh pek (always touch ppl ass, not only mi, there are many victims) buddy didnt know that i have been updating my blog for the past 2 months. And she said she will read my blog and break my codes to know my secret! ~!#$%&*()

Pls pls…. buddy, number are meant to be numbers, dun put them to words k. Now i am scared… Hmm… dun tell mi i have to delete all my posts?

Belly dancing, i love u!!!

I am loving belly dancing! Today, we learnt half of the song. and i have gotten the “belt” or should i call it a scarf dun noe lah, that one that u tie on the waist and when u shake, it will make pleasant smile which motivated mi to shake more. lol….

Belly dancing is really sexy! wee-ee-weet!

Aiyo…. 2mr library wont be opened.. headache… where can i do my assignment?

My buddy’s buddy baked pineapple tarts for mi and my buddy. Yummy! Think i put on weight for this summer break. Dun care lah~~ I am happy now at least. My dad read in the paper and he told me that 1 pineapple tart is equvalent to a bowl of rice in terms of energy intake. Hmm… i think i took more then 3 today…. aiyo…

Eat and eat and eat…lol… eating na-ta-dee-co-co now. Does anyone know what na-ta-dee-co-co is make from??? I like chewing it. My sister said its made from coconut but how can coconut be so chewy??? My dad actually doesnt allow us to eat that but we always secretly buy. He said the manufaturer uses lotsa chemical to manufacture natadeecoco. Maybe? But on a hot day, having a bowl of natadeecoco cools the day.

Wah! why do i feel so tired now again huh? Not going to sleep early, i am going to study and do my assignment.

Go greenie go! lol…. talking to myself again- motivating myself!

Pray for mi people!

Agree with me that everyday can be a happy day?

Agree with mi or not that everyday can be a happy day. I rmbed what i have learnt in landmark forum course: We are a meaning making machine and life is empty and meaningless. So, we are the one who make meaning to our life. For instance, if i think u are smart, then u are smart to me. Agree? No matter what people say, as long as i think that u are smart, to be u will always be smart. Got mi? What i am trying to say is that u make ur own meaning to ur own life.

U can choose to be happy, u can choose to be sad. Try this: whenever u feel sad or unhappy, just put a smile on ur face. u will feel happy after that smile cos the smile on ur face send signal “telling” ur brain to be happy.

Hmm… there is alot that i wanna share but after realizing that there are people who read my blog regularly, hmm…. i tend to pull back a little  while blogging,- not to reveal so much. I probably will have another blog account. but wont let u all know lah.

This year, i need to have some secret. haha… Not being secretive here but my life experience in aus had make me learnt that we cant be too “naked” infront of all. Cos not everyone can keep secret.

To amm, if u are reading my blog, may i suggest that u either get him back or u just let him it go. Cos i feel it is just unfair to restrict someone when u are not restricting urself. I am not good in words hope u dun mind my tactlessness. I wanted to tell u face to face but i know it will make things worst if i were to tell u that day. I do know that u feel upset cos remember, i went through more than u.lol… You have to learn, in fact i think i should say, we have to learn. I am still learning too. Lets do it together!
Smile for me! I like to know when people do something just for me. So, people, smile for me!

Good morning!

I slept very well last night, very well. charged!
Time to study hard hard! What a beautiful morning, the birds chipping, the sun is warm with slight breeze. Stretching and yawning loudly. Feels good! lol

Supposed to wake up at 9am but i just woke up… lol…

Yihorng said i am very tanned now… aiyo… sun rays are not good for skin… My skinn havent been very good… a bit dry… no time to take care….. probably will pay more attention to it in feb after my exams. Or, i dun mind being black beauty lah…. lol…

ok lah. time to have m pretty breakfast and start my day!

Cheers ppl:)

Hello! i am back!

Havent been blogging for a few days. I went to msia. Just got back today. The trip was ok, very relaxing, for which i didnt think abt school work at all.

I went to citibella spa just now. hmm.. did i mentioned that i bought 4 spa vouchers? hmm… cant remember… anyway, i went for candle ear waxing (not sure if thats the right way to call that), full body scrub a full body massage and a hot oil wrap for slimming. Feels sooooo good, though i was quite annoyed that i have tp wait for 45 mins even though i had an appointment. Just like the previous time…. Just dun like wait…. its a waste of time.

Anyway, today was a long session. For abt 3 good hours. I did henna in kl, shouldnt have done that…. right now its fading… cos of the scrub…. The body massage was so good. A little shy as i was only given a g-string… But the beautician was very nice cos she didnt point out the flaws of my body. I remembered that the first time i went spa, the beautician wasnt that nice. Cos she mentioned something like oh, ur this part is too fat, there is cellulite… etc etc… cant reallly remember what she said but it really makes mi very insecure when she is massaging my body…. Anyway, back to today’s massage session. Hmm… she was massaging mi, i was thinking, maybe after i graduate and start working, i will go for massaging course. Then i can massage for my family members and future bf. lol! it really feels very good from head to toes, every part of my body erm… except for that 2 sensitive parts lah. It was very relaxing untill i fell asleep. I have got 2 more voucher, actually bought that for my mum but she said she only wants to go for medicure and pedicure. hmm… probably i will use the other one. What should i try next? boobs enhancement? facial? hair treatment? or maybe foot massage?

Lets talk abt my msia trip lah~~ I didnt go for goldcart this time round again…. a litttle disappointed… It was so inconvenient to travel around kl without a car! Public transport was not that accessible…. My friends took mi around by their cars. One happy thing, at least this time, i get to see people. I met up with Mr Ho, one of my heng dai who graduated in 2007. And i spent time with titi and mimi whom i most probably wont c them any time soon again cos they will pursue their future studies in uwa, perth… no longer in melbourne… My bff was there too. He travelled from east coast down to kl. He was very nice! cos he travelled to time square by public transport just to meet us! *touched…. He even got lost on his way to time square and he waited at least an hour for mi to arrive. AND AND, he wasnt angry at all. He has got a very good temper u see….

I went clubbing last nite in msia. It was ok…. except that there are lotsa “dirty” guys who try to take advantage…. ya… we got touched. This time round, i am smart, i pinch tat idiot hand really hard. It was so crowded that i havent seen that person face. I drank very little last night cos i wasnt feeling very well. I think my alcohol tolerants dropped even since i cut down on drinking. I had beer with Mr Ho b4 gng to the club and i was tipsy already at that time. I slept alot yesterday… I dun noe why… Even now, i feel super sleepy.

Now that i am back, school work needs to be my priority. Had got another assignment to go. I need to finish it before going to indonesia for cny. GOsh…. i feel stress. ya… 2mr gonna go to the library again…

I am in love with thai food recently, always have the craving for it may it be lunch or dinner. And i dun wat happened, now, i actually dislike japanese food, for no apparent reason. I dun mind eating it but it is just that everytime when i walked past a japanese restaurant, i will suddenly feel very sick of japanese food though i havent had it for long… weird~~

Mr Ho taught mi alot when we met up that time. He allowed mi to see the bigger picture and make mi came to realization. Thanks Mr Ho!
Apart from this one of my friend, i shall not name her, quarrel with her ex bf for some reason. I learnt from that too… U know sometimes, u just cant see that u are being irrational when u were in the situation yourself. The way she handle things reminds mi of myself. I cant help but to admit that i was like her b4.

Anyway, off to bed… i can hardly open my eyes now…. tired…

Good night people! Sweet dreams

HELLLO!This is a library!

Idiot! This is a library! silence please! OMG! Dun pretend to whisper cos its loud lor! And u havent even stop to look at ur book ever since i am here. I really wonder, dun u feel tired talking none stop???

Irritating! OMG! What an inconsiderate person. Even with my ear piece on, i can still hear u. I guess she must be studying for exams. Hope u are able to pass!

I am not trying to be mean here but seriously, this is a library. Occasionally if there is something tat u wanna tell ur friend, i dun mind that. But the library is just not the place for u to feel relax and have a heart to heart talk! ~!@#$%^&*()
And, u know what, i understand mandarin perfectly and i know what u are talking abt. May i suggest both of u to go home and talk on the phone. Well, at least u dun have to pretend to whisper.

I am typing louder and louder! I hope u got my msg, ga.

Just got  a call from my friend. Now i feel better. haha… not as angry lah~~
But ~!@#$%^& they are still talking even after i finish talking on the phone… Gals Gals Gals…. U probably should study alone if u know both of u will talk…

Good luck lah gals… STOP PRETENDING TO WHISPER PLEASE!

Now that i finished that, 2 more to come.

I am so buying the tixs today. hmm… but i havent tell papa mama yet….. I am not afraid to go alone! but i think i need to lie to them this time cos they will be worried, for sure if they know i will be going there alone.

Hmm…. still feeling uneasy now…. !@#$%^&* Hate that feeling…

This assignment is done. Finally, no more management assignment. Good and bad. Right now i am worrying…. worrying that i might fail… 2 more psychology assignment and i am done!

Well… psychology…. actually i kind of like it…. not really tat into it but at least i find it interesting knowing something new. ok lah~~ I am tired… going to take an hour nap… or maybe watch a drama b4 gng out to buy the tix later…. havent been watching for long… And hmm… let mi think how to tell papa and mama that i’m gng to kl…. hmm….

Heehee… sorry friends, still quite busy, as i said, after feb 11 and i will give all of u all my time! Wait for mi ok!

childhood

19 January 2009 12:22am

Its ah mimi’s birthday today! Happy birthday hiao po! Lol! I am missing her…. She always likes to scare mi, like suddenly jump out from nowhere and make mi scream like a mad person! She and titi! My 2 playful bff. I misses those days where we just go to each other’s room and chit chat, joke, watch movie, gossip. We did everything basically. Haha… So fun! When I am down, they always have their ways to make mi laugh.

Right now, I am still working on the assignment! So sick of it…. But I am also a little scared…. Cos I have to pass this assignment at least to pass the overall unit. I just cant let myself fail any unit. It will be an embarrassment to mi. Wendy gave mi a 2 days extension but I dun think I will use the extension. I will finish it on time.

My mum was telling mi and my sister how she was when she was young. My uncles and aunties always bully her, well… in a funny way. She said she was very obedient and listens to people; when someone asked her to do something, she will just follow the order. Remind mi of myself. My mum said, when I was younger, I was also like her, in fact, I was described as a little dumb, stupid. I remember my elder sister always bully me when I was young. Lol. Now think of it, its quite funny. I also remember, when I play hide and seek with my sister, I always hide at the same spot- which was under the bed.

Hmm… I love playing hide and seek but I am always afraid to play cos there was always a fear of people finding me. Like in drama, the bad guys will always try to find the little girl… scary…. Have u ever play hide and seek where everytime when the catcher found u, he or she will shout and scream loudly before u notice that she found u? haha… Everytime when the catcher do that, I will scream back. Not in excitement but it was just that I was frightened by his/her scream.

If not, I remembered, when the catcher comes closer, and I can hear the footstep, my heart will race and I will just jump out of my hiding place b4 she found mi or make a sound to let her know where I was hiding. Dun ask mi why, I also dun noe y… maybe scared of being in the dark for too long? My thought will wonder off if I stay in the dark for too long… cos I am fear of ghost. I like watching horror movies though.

Haha… Even now, sometimes I will hide when my younger sister is calling for me. I will cover my mouth with my hands so that I wont make a sound. Sounds fun? But sometimes, she just dun come and find me and I ended up hiding for soooo long. ~!@#$%^&*

If not, sometimes, she just gave up and wait for me to come out myself. ~!@#$%^&*

Bored! ~!@#$%^&*(

18 January 2009 4:44pm

I am tired…. Right now, seeing someone dozing off from studying makes mi tired too…. There are so much more for mi to do… sad to say. I am kind of sick of this management unit! ~!@#$%^& But wendy is very nice. I have just got her email saying that she will give mi and extension for the assignment. Hope I will do well for this assignment.,… trying my very best. I started like 2 weeks ago. The guy sitting diagonally opposite me is dozing off again. Ha! Aiyo… I think its time to pack up and go home lah. Will continue doing the assignment at home, cant concentrate in the library. I am hungry!

I realize something, my time span in studying is a maximum of 3 hours. After that, I have to take a break….

2.25.5 2.25.5!

My not focus time~~~

18 January 2009 1:05pm

I am both a thinker and an action-er.

I think a lot and I take action for my thoughts. Most of my friends are thinker but not all are action-er. To be honest, I dun like people who dun think, maybe I should say, I dun like people who dun have a plan. Well…While sometimes, it will be good to not have a plan; not have a clue on what is going on meaning surprises, this is an exception.

I love numbers. Numbers are my life. As u may have seen in previous posts, sometimes I blog using numbers. That’s to hide what I wanna say. Blog is a place for me to voice what I wanna say but sometimes there are things that I dun want ppl to know except for myself. So, I use numbers. I always tell my friends, to understand mi, understand numbers.

The belly dancing class was awesome! I love it though I find difficulty performing the dances steps. Belly dancing is really sexy. Ha! Hmm… but too bad, after the elementary class, I wont be able to continue to the intermediate class…. In fact, I will missed the last class for elementary as I will be going back to Australia really soon… like in a month time.

The dinner yesterday went well, I enjoyed it! J

I cant wait to go back and do Maths. Lol! Maths is the love of my life!

Ok lah, shall stop here. Going to continue with my assignment!

Assignments assignments and assignments!

17 January 2009 3:18pm

Right now still working on my report- management assignment 2. Bored! Still cant blog, cant go online, cant go on Friendster. Staying focus! Later going for belly dancing and at nite going for cny dinner… hmm… what to wear at night lei? Hmm… think I will just wear something casual lah~~Anyway, its just a dinner.

Yesterday night I couldn’t sleep. Dun noe why…. Slept at 4 am plus plus. Dun noe issit that I was too happy last night. Thought through lotsa things and I finally can tell people that I dun care anymore. Dun care abt wat? Haha… for u to ponder, for me to know lah.

Hai… I want to finish my assignment fast! Last night j called mi. She said she haven’t hear from mi for sooooooo long. I miss my friends too… Miss people that I haven’t meet for long…. L

I have been going to the library everyday except for sat and sundays for the past 3 weeks. No choice! Cos I wont allow myself to fail any of my units! Once I decided to do it, I wont chicken out! I dun like cowards so I wont be one! Em!

Friends, wait for me k, Give mi till February and I will be free by then. I will have at least a week to hang out and have fun with u guys after my exams. So, meanwhile, wait for mi!

I will be going to msia on the 21^st to meet up with my friends. This time no matter how busy I am, I have to make it real. As I mentioned in my previous posts, I am giving my words value and power. Once I say it, I will do it!

Ok lah, going back to do my report. No matter how tedious it can be, I will finish it and put in my best! Em!

Power to my words

16/1/09 11:36 pm

I am giving my words some power here. I said I am not going to blog till I submit the assignment and I mean it! So I am saving my post on my desktop 1^st lah…

I saw my friend’s bf today. And I was happy. Happy to see that after so many years, she finally found love. She is going to US soon cos her bf will be gng there to work. I can see true love in them. Love that is not abt sex, its purely love. So sweet! I think I will be attending wedding soon!

What will u think when u see an extremely fat lady with a good looking man? Or vice versa, what will u think when u see an extremely fat man with a hot babe? I always relate this to true love. It doesn’t matter how that person look, extremely thin, extremely fat, u just wont mind cos what u like is his character. Though having a pretty face and a good body is a plus plus but think abt it, after 20 years, everyone will look the same, that is old.

Love is in the air! Woohoo~~

Finally! OMG!

Finally! Finished my assignment. Somehow, by right, i should feel relief  but now, after submission, i feel insecure…. Really insecure…. Like got that feeeling that i gonna fail~~~ People, pray for mi. Cos i really have been working hard and i have been good. I didnt come on blog, friendster, msn, facebook and all. Just assignment. And i have been to the library for 3 weeks, everyday. I really really put in the effort. Yes i did.

Argh! `!@#$%^&*( Feel so insecure now!

Thats it! I am stress!

I just got an email from the lecturer saying that i am off topic! I am almost done with my assignment and she said i am off topic. the deadline is on the 19! This will mean that i have to start all over again. I cant afford to fail any assignment again! STRESS!

Angry with myself! Ok! stop here! No more msn, no more friendster! NO MORE BLOGGING! NO MORE UNTIL THIS ASSIGNMENT IS DONE! NO MORE! ARGH!!!!!!!!~!@#$%^&*(

I AM HUNGRY! I NEED FOOD! ~!@#$%^&*( ANGRY!!!!

meaningful

I was checking my mail and i came across this: Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have. Once you have loved, you will always love. For what’s in your mind may escape but what’s in your heart will remain forever.

These words are meaningful but just bear in mind, love (relationship) is not everything in life. There are other kinds of love such as friendship love, family love, loving ur pet etc etc. And everyone is given a responsibility in life. If u are a student, u should be responsible for ur studies. If u are a daugther, ur resonsibility will be take good careof ur parents. No matter what role u play, there is always responsibility isnt it? Responsibility sounds like hardship but hardship can be sweet as well. (=

ff,
23=W means winner

Cheers ppl!

I blog almost everyday sometimes a few posts in a day

i blog in the morning while having my cereal turned soft. i blog at night after a long day of studying and doing assignments. Somehow, i am addicted to blogging. I blog not becos i want my friends to know how i am and what happened to mi, i blog becos i feel good after blogging.

Sometimes, u just need to spell out what happened even if the incident is minor that happens in everyone’s everyday life. Sometimes, when i read my previous posts, i cant help myself from laughing and sometimes i ponder… how come i was thinking of that at that time? lol. Indeed, i am complicated.

I am loving the wind. Every evening walking from the mrt station to my house, it is always windy, cooling. After a long day, the wind is all that i need.

Good news, my friend got his drving license! haha! i knew he can do it, its a piece of cake to him! (: 

Right now doing psychology and management units, i miss maths and chem. Looking forward to the start of the new semester soon. I love studying.

My sister got her results. She is going to a poly. We both expected her to do better. She did ok. While she was choosing which course should she go, my thoughts went back to when i got my o levels result. Will i do better if i will to be in a poly? I am interested to be an architech or an aerospace engineer. Cos both courses require maths, physic and a little part of chem. Isnt it nice to have a building, an aeroplane or maybe a rocket that is designed by u? My sister chose aerospace technology. haha… I look forward to her production-Apollo 5? lol.

Hmm…maybe in future, i will go for my 2nd degree after my first one. I like learning. Right now, doing psychology, i am not really into it but when i read abt something that i do not know and when i develop understanding, i am kind of satisfied and i feel smart. lol… sounds silly?

I finished another assignment yesterday. Satisfied!

ok lah, time to get myself prepared and continue to learn abt new things lah.

Have a pretty day, people!

i have been listening to this song for soooo many times… more than 20 times today

i have been listening to this song for soooo many times… more than 20 times today! But i still cant figure out what the gal is trying to say… she is contradicting herself and confusing mi…. The song is >….

Anyway, the other day i was asking this Q: 1kg of metal and 1 kg of cotton, which one is heavier. Using the equation density=mass/volume, are we saying that the volume of 1kg of cotton is greater than the volume of 1kg of metal? hmm… if thats the case then it will fit into the equation.

My friend, ds, just helpmi to solve the Q… yup, the volume of cotton should be greater than metal cos 1kg of cotton is alot! Finally, problem solved. i have been thinking for a few days already… not really deep in thought like that kind that sits down and think for the whole day but just wonder from time to time lah.

Wah! i feel fat now… havent been eating much but i feel fat lei… especially when i sit down! heehee… one more assignment done! Hooray! 3 to go!

hmm… suddenly feel real…

I already know that mimi and titi wont be able to come back to gippy but somehow, b4 everything is confirm, i always thought that they will be back… now that mimi said they confirm gng to UWA, hmm… i dun noe how i feel now.. a little bit upset…. How would life be like without them?

I have got 3 pairs of shoulders in gippy. 2 pairs are leaving… but thank god, i still have 1 bff with mi. We will help one another, we will take good care of each other! (=

what a funny day

I went to the library today, by train. So funny! I was tired and took a nap on the train. I was awaken by the wobbling of the train. I opened my eyes and saw a pregnant person. So i stood up and b4 i gave up my seat, i looked up and to my horror, the pregnant person is a guy… So embarrassed!!!! So i pretended that i mistook the station and then quickly just sit down and close my eyes… So embarrass! I was laughing at myself inside…. OMG! How can i be sooo!!! ~!@#$%^&*

hmm… because i like…. because i love

I like my cereals soft and sweet soak in low fat milk. I like plum wine. I like the colour green. These are some of th things that i like. Reason? there is no reason to that erm… because i like? lol!

There are things that u like but ppl just hate it. Its ok to like something that people hate. Its ok to hate something that people like. Liking something and hating something just made us who we are.

I am listening to this song now: 1234 by plain white…

Nice song indeed, very lively, brighten up my day!

Procrasinating right now… blogging now so that i can delay longer… after finish blogging i will have to go and change and head to library to do my assignments…

I am singing. ha!
“You make it easy as easy as 1,2, 1,2,3,4…. there only 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you.”
or should i say procrasinating?

Have a good day!

pig liver

Yummy! mummy cooked pig liver for mi today… heehee… oops, i love it! My mum used to coook that for mi cos when i was younger, i sometimes feel giddy and always had bruises….

pig liver…. hmm… sounds digusting, but i love it, its yummy! ha! Definitely will miss it when i head back australia…
Today fat pay will receive her O levels result… so i will be replacing her at work, only for a day…. Wish her good luck lah! i know she will do well! have faith in her.

hike

Went hiking with my parents… hmm… thinking that i havent spend much time with them and its only a month away b4 i go back… So there we go, 3 of us went to the conquer the highest point of singapore- bukit timah nature reserve summit point.

I have always been wondering what should my parents do when they retire… at first, i thought maybe when i have earn enough, i will buy a piece of land in australia so that my parents can plant some vegetables, rear some cows, chicken etc etc… but on a second thought since both of them cant speak english, they may feel lonely there… hmm… i think taiwan will be a better place for them to retire. hmm… need to put more thinking to that….

Anyway, I just got a msg from a friend saying that he will be in kl on the 19th… i wonder if i can make it on time… not much time to waste, whatever it is, i will give it a try, no TV, no facebooking, no friendstering, ASSIGNMENT!

i am irritated….

Last night, i actually planned to go for a movie with ps…. but she ended work late so we didnt meet. One of the closest ppl in my life ask mi out to have a drink but i told him i meeting ps.

Today, he asked mi again but i said i will be gng out later and he said i lied to him. Irritating! There is always changes in this world! Why would i lie to him?! And i did explain to him…. And he said since ps make changes and didnt we didnt go out last night, today i should do the same thing telling her that i suddenly got something to do and cant meet her… ok….. the problem here is, i know i would prefer to meet ps than to go for a drink with him… cos i havent seen my bff for quite long since i was busy with assignment and work…

And this morning, he called mi but i missed his call as my phone is not with mi, its in my room and i was at the living room. i managed to ans his 2nd call when i went into my room. He then said i called u so many times (only once b4 this call), u didnt pick up! to be frank, i was annoyed. i told him, why dun u call home when u know i am at home? I dun like to be accused….

Anyway, this person is none other than my father. Someone whom i love but sometimes, he is just so so… what should i say, whats that word? i dun noe… but seriously, if i am free, i will go out with him for a drink, daughter and father bonding.

Now, i really think, men, when u grow older, ur character will change and u can be so extreme…. And the older u get, the more ego will reveal in u…. the older a man becomes, he always think he is right and all of his assumption is right cos he is expericence in life…. I realize that in my grandpa, my uncle and old men around mi….

well, shall stop complaining here. going to hunt for what to wear later…

Have a nice day, ppl!

There are a few kinds of calls tat i wont ans

The are a few kinds of calls that i wont ans.

First, private numbers. Occasionally if i can ’sense’ who is the person who is calling, i will answer.

Second, a number which i have never seen b4…. Needless to explain, i just wont answer calls from random ppl.

Third, if i am really busy, i will just ignore any call and if its somebody i know, i will text that person after i finish doing my stuff.

Fourth, sometimes i just dun bring my mobile out. Cos i dun see the need… So if u keep calling and didnt receive news from mi for quite sometime, this means that i left my mobile is not with mi.

Fifth, needless to say, sometimes i delibrately miss calls… calls from ppl whom i find it a chore to answer…

nice song

I just listen to a chinese song by a new taiwan band…. i like it.

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=ZPlOqyGWvbk

especially for 13.25  13.9  3.8.9.14  2.15.25

Power to the people!

I have just finished watching amazing race season 13, the last episode! Hooray! nick and star won!!!! My heart was speeding with them…

Hmm… do u have in mind anyone that u can do the race with? I think i have someone in mind already… shall not reveal it here… hmm… ask mi personally lah, i will tell u!

Full of energy and hope now! I want to travel around the world!!!!

title for this post? personal update lah~~

Not really stressed up these days, i hope i am…. havent been very focus on studies and i wonder if next year will be a problem for mi… i am not a business personal and right now, doing a management unit, its so boring and so not fun to study…

i went for psy class yesterday and on my way back, on the mrt train, i saw this pregnant lady standing infront of mi. I therefore gave up my seat to her but when i offer, she said she is fine and turn down my offer… the mrt train was really crowded and she is standing right infront of mi… I feel quite uncomfortable and guilty that she didnt take the seat… at the moment, i was wondering if i were the ppl stamding around her, i will probably curse mi for nto giving up my seat if i do not know that i did offer. For ppl who boarded the train after, they probably wont know that i did offer and was turned down… i mean if i just board the train, i will probably think that the person is so selfish and pretended not to see the pregnant lady…. Anyway, the journey was long… and being bored, i started thinking… hmm… this incident tells mi something: dun judge anyone on what they did cos they may not be what u think…. Unless u know the whole story, u then be able to judge…

My second assignment will be dued in 10 days time…. and i am not prepared… and really not interested at all in management…. but, i am not going to fail this unit… i will pass…. at least a pass…. just like the other units that i didnt like, i still manage to pass all of them… ya… its obvious, u cn clearly tell what i like and what i do not like cos right now, after doing 12 units, i only have 1 credit and the rest is either d, hd or passed…. I like chem and maths but i do not like environmental science…. Anyway, whatever it is, right now, i have to focus and put all my plans and fatasy away… haha… the word fatasy sounds so wrong…

I went for facial again, today,… the skin on my face is peeling right now and the facial process is painful… I am always reluctant to go but no matter how reluctant i am i always tell myself, dun do it for myself at least do it for for ppl around mi… i am strong and the pain is nothing to mi! if i cant take this, how can i take hardship in future? For that thinking, i never miss my appointment!

I am missing my friends…. ya… bff and NBs….

Everyone has their own issues to deal with

I went to sign up belly dancing with my 2 friends yesterday. hmm… cant wait for the first class. There is alot of things for mi to plan ahead yet i have been spending most of my time on the internet… Not msn cos currently i couldnt log in due to some technical problem for i suspect its virus… anyway, getting the anti-virus soon.

I went for my third peeling session…. This time it was quite intense cos i told the beautician that i dun see much results… Right now, the skin on my nose is peeling more intensly…. a bit ugly at the moment…

hmm… time flies, i still have 1.5 months b4 gng back to gippy… and my exams is in a month time and i have lotsa assignments due in this 2 weeks. feel so lazy…~~~ But i have to finish them fast… asap… so that i can plan for my msia trip.

Still…. aiyo.,.. havent finish buying the things….

My buddies and myself will be performing in the old folks home singing a Hokkien song >… As some of u may know, i dun really speak good hokkien, broken hokkien maybe… haha.. have to spend some time memorising the lyrics lah….

Recently, i have been thinking alot… hmm… perhaps that symbolised that i havent been doing much… lol~~

So many things in mind… aiyo… time to clear some of them, put them to rest… haha…
ok lah~~ let mi start doing some work now, bring everything back to order and live a meaningful and busy life lah.

Take care everyone! I miss all of u! ha!